=l WiSh uPoN a StAr l=

bye all!

2006-09-04T23:40:00.000+08:00

I AM OFFICIALLY GONE FROM THIS WEBSITE.

M O V E D.

get my new addy from me personally(:

cool test!

2006-08-29T18:12:00.000+08:00

the Peacemaker
Thanks for taking the test !

you chose BX - your Enneagram type is NINE.

"I am at peace"

Peacemakers are receptive, good-natured, and supportive. They seek union with others and the world around them.

How to Get Along with Me

If you want me to do something, how you ask is important. I especially don't like expectations or pressure.
I like to listen and to be of service, but don't take advantage of this.
Listen until I finish speaking, even though I meander a bit.
Give me time to finish things and make decisions. It's OK to nudge me gently and nonjudgmentally.
Ask me questions to help me get clear.
Tell me when you like how I look. I'm not averse to flattery.
Hug me, show physical affection. It opens me up to my feelings.
I like a good discussion but not a confrontation.
Let me know you like what I've done or said.
Laugh with me and share in my enjoyment of life.

What I Like About Being a Nine

being nonjudgmental and accepting
caring for and being concerned about others
being able to relax and have a good time
knowing that most people enjoy my company; I'm easy to be around
my ability to see many different sides of an issue and to be a good mediator and facilitator
my heightened awareness of sensations, aesthetics, and the here and now
being able to go with the flow and feel one with the universe

What's Hard About Being a Nine

being judged and misunderstood for being placid and/or indecisive
being critical of myself for lacking initiative and discipline
being too sensitive to criticism; taking every raised eyebrow and twitch of the mouth personally
being confused about what I really want
caring too much about what others will think of me
not being listened to or taken seriously

Nines as Children Often

feel ignored and that their wants, opinions, and feelings are unimportant
tune out a lot, especially when others argue
are "good" children: deny anger or keep it to themselves

Nines as Parents

are supportive, kind, and warm
are sometimes overly permissive or nondirective

Link: The Quick & Painless ENNEAGRAM Test written by felk on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the 32-Type Dating Test

my goodness.

2006-08-26T02:48:00.000+08:00

hey!haven updated in ages yea?thanks to the damn screwed up network system in the freaking campus that loads a million spywares into my comp.ugh!anyway, school's been, hmm.fine?as i always describe things to be.

hmm, got projects coming up and all.probably wun be able to go home on thursdays so often already.heh.well, starting to settle in and all, making friends.got melissa as my going back hostel kaki.she like damn demure and all, actually i tink she got inner siao char bo character!HAHAHA!not bad.i like hanging around with siao char bos!haha.

you know, its kinda funy how people around you are already changing so fast.i'm not liking it.yet, its inevitable.i dun understand why some people are starting to keep to themselves, or why i haven't seen some for AGES despite the many chances we had.sian.

sian.we just had this union day thing, voting for all those candidates running for whatever posts.and during lunch, my tutorial grp girls were all having lunch wen suddenly, another girl from our class supposedly pops into the picture asking us to vote for her.me n my frens, we just gave each other weird stares after that.why?she never spoke to us before and she's asking us to vote for her?!like, she sticks to her one friend ALL the time, and never evn spoke a single word to some of us, and we have to vote for her?!haha~

anyway, we were apprehensive as to whether to bother voting for all those shit stuff.everytime kena bugged we just say 'vote already la'.haha.but alas!got this classmate caught us, n our lying din work.haha.in the end since we were DAMN free, we vote lo.but still, xueli n i still din vote for that girl.haha.we abstained.almost wanted to vote for her, but was thinking, so hypocrite for what.abstain lo, she gives me no reason to vote for her ma.kinda glad i stuck to that decision.dun wana feel like a hypocrite.

hmm, got so many things to say, but yet, cant really say it here.i know there's people whom i dun wish to be, reading my blog, are reading it.haha.so i'll prob blog less frequently.more general stuff.anyway, not much time on hand.

Japan!Aishiteru!

2006-08-20T01:27:00.000+08:00

hihi!

i think i haven't blogged in a long time?haha.no time la.or rather, i haven't been bothered to update my blog.but well, i've been well!

haha.firstly, my class's rather scary.ok, like i think practically all of them do their tutorials!which freaked me out la.haha.seriously, i wasn't thinkin of slacking, but i really thought the first tutorial was meant to be done like in the first week itself.like after first tutorial, den u do it.kinda ting.haha.big mistake la.so i made sure i din go empty-answers to my next tutorial.scary u noe...

anyway, accounting's been rather okay so far.not that hard to understand, but takes abit of thinking.but i'm not hating it like i used to hate physics so its ok i guess.haha.i dun dread reading the textbook.which is good news already :)

you know, i'm so excited.Ayano just messaged Bryan to tell him that she wants me to stay at her place!so exciting la!i'm like going crazy!!!!!you know, i really wish i could go to Japan at the end of the year.that's why, i have a goal.i wish to do really well for my exams.so that my parents will be happy.and i can go to japan!i'm planning to take a loan from them or something?try la.haha.expenses i believe i can pay myself.but air ticket and all i really gotta borrow from em.i swear i'll return it to them la!

hur!!!!!

I REALLY WANA GO TO JAPAN!!

2006-08-09T01:59:00.000+08:00

as i did, and always do, end off with a picture with Toru :) for sweet dreams purposes.

2006-08-09T01:58:00.000+08:00

their last day!*sobz* my damn eyes are red la.I WANA GO JAPAN N HOMESTAYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!

2006-08-09T01:56:00.002+08:00

megumi n me!!!!!!!!!

2006-08-09T01:56:00.001+08:00

zhenghong, qiqi, nehneh n me!the gay onessss

2006-08-09T01:56:00.000+08:00

my lesbian partner.fabian looks like a butch.

2006-08-09T01:55:00.001+08:00

i tink i look like a perverted old rich man with two meinus by my side.shit.n tt perverted smile of mine doesnt help mch.

2006-08-09T01:55:00.000+08:00

oops.Ayano, Natsumi n me.hehe.ayano again.

2006-08-09T01:54:00.001+08:00

Chihiro [damn pretty], Hitomi n me.VICTORY!!

2006-08-09T01:54:00.000+08:00

its Noriko!one of my penpals!:)

2006-08-09T01:53:00.001+08:00

duno y i look exceptionally happy in this photo with Ayano =x nan dao...

2006-08-09T01:53:00.000+08:00

AHHHHHHH!YALL ARE SO CUTEEEEE!!!!

2006-08-09T01:52:00.001+08:00

the two mao4 pai2 japanese, nehneh n me!

2006-08-09T01:52:00.000+08:00

huikoon n me again![cam-whores]

2006-08-09T01:51:00.002+08:00

my nehneh n me =p

2006-08-09T01:51:00.001+08:00

heyo natsumi!!persevere on with that smile n attitude of yours!

2006-08-09T01:51:00.000+08:00

all the GUYS.

2006-08-09T01:50:00.001+08:00

Mr Ito, Fukuda, huikoon n me :)

2006-08-09T01:50:00.000+08:00

mai...mai...MAI!!!!!y u so damn cute??!!

2006-08-09T01:49:00.001+08:00

huikoon n me! :)

2006-08-09T01:49:00.000+08:00

hey pretty laydees!!!

2006-08-09T01:48:00.001+08:00

blurry pics of the japs agn!

2006-08-09T01:48:00.000+08:00

hey kawai clarinetists!!say cheese!

2006-08-09T01:47:00.001+08:00

hey everybody!Victory!!!

2006-08-09T01:47:00.000+08:00

MJCAB.a growing community.i love them all :)

2006-08-09T01:46:00.001+08:00

blurry section combined photo!

2006-08-09T01:46:00.000+08:00

4 batches of TKGS clarinetiz reunite!

2006-08-09T01:45:00.000+08:00

the straight rows of clarinetists!its been weeks.i still miss em.huikoon just sent these to me!THANKS!:)

My first day in NTU :( ? :) ?

2006-08-09T00:53:00.000+08:00

hmm.okay.school just started.comments?

basically, i'm not happy now.even sad to a certain extent i could say.i guess this must be punishment for not going for the damn hall orientation.which results in OGs sticking together and people like us 'the losers club' [yes, the group of losers who din turn up for camp] being totally unable to penetrate into the group.trust me, that clubbing bash shit was a piece of crapshit.boring, plain and retarded.level of enjoyment, zero.perhaps even negative, making us realise even more how left out we are.

you know, we tried.normal conversations go like that:

me: Hi!I'm Geraldine!you are?
so-n-so:Hi!I'm so-n-so!you're from hall 13?
me:Yar!!What course you in?
so-n-so:so-n-so lor.you?
me:Accountancy!What school you from?
so-n-so:so-n-so jc lor.you?
me:oh!mj!
us:*silence for the rest of the night*

simply, the typical conversation.is it my problem or do i have a problem with making conversations?is that why i have a communications managment module?

okay, so hall life is really sad.havent found the right people to go mad with.and sometimes, u really cant help but miss 04S301 and mjcAb.can go mad with em, anytime.and i realised that, you can't depend on people.in uni, gotta learn to survive alone.start to do things alone.coz ure not gonna be surrounded by people ure comfortable with all the time.not forgetting that others are also making new friends already.

and that's why.i'm really thankful i have xueli with me.you know, its really a damn comforting thing.becoz xueli's one crazy woman who can mk me go mad with her.and well, that mks me happy at least for that moment.haha.and we both know we really cant do w/o each other.for all those crappy affair joke, we did say we'd really seriously [no joke] die w/o each other.and tt's y, i'm really happy n thankful to have her with me.regardless of how we allow others to think we're mad women on the verge of turning into lesbians.

tutorial class ~~people~~ girls are really nice people too.some really quiet, but they're easy to get along with.after i opened up with em the principles of how someone's papaya-cucumber mix cld cause her to LS very soon.and i questioned if she was GS-in [that's gek sai fyi].surprisingly, i din expect her to be so open abt it.i tot she'd tink i'm gross.but well, she admitted it!the person remains anonymous for personal reasons. guys in our class are...autistic i presume?they just dun talk, some of them.did NS scare the wits out of them?

actually, there're apparently two guys from my tutorial class in the same hall as me.but duno y suay suay they turn out to be the ones i din talk to!so they dun seem to know i'm from hall 13 either.nvm, shall go talk to em so will have going home buddies!!sometimes, going back to hall alone can be quite sad, but it takes time to get used to it la.

oh well, i duno if uni's gonna be happy.its been a mix so far.but i presume n i hope things will get better.so i will not brood over it and make myself unhappy over such trivial issues that dampen my mood for the rest of the day.heads up balloon!things will start getting better nxt week i hope.

no, it will.

MY TORU's in the middle.WATCH IT!!

2006-08-05T22:48:00.000+08:00

botak chaps forever.

2006-08-04T15:20:00.000+08:00

wow~~i've stayed at home for 2 days already.haha.a great big feat for geri the rebellious [in my parents' opinion].so the deserving me got the 'wah dine yu so guai these few days nv go out ah!tt's GOOD!!' from my dad. :) like i'm hard up for it.

anyway, i've been bloggin quite frequently lately huh?and i think my posts have been getting pretty...emotional?nah, wrong word.nostalgic?i duno la~u get the thing.and my dear botak chap...

haha.i swear i won't mug till i forget you la~i got so heartless one meh~when i start working as accountant then u can worry abt that la~KIDDING LA!~u've been a part of my life for like 12.5 years already la~unless i get a coma or concussion, try as i might, very hard to forget u.for all the times u threatened to stuff my head into the t_il_t b_wl.hahaha~BOO!shitface!

hmmm, anyway, i've been catching up with a few shows on tv lately.one of that being the 9pm show on channel 8 [for goodness sake i'm bad with chinese titles k].eeks.did i tell yu i hate julian hee already?for all that hot bod he has, he's got absolutely NO charm or sincerity in his eyes.i swear they ARE DEAD.i mean, it must be the contacts that make his eyes sparkle.but other than that, i find it fake n all.the expression.HOW CAN YIXIN FALL FOR HIM?!!!!!!yuksyuks.ok then it might be just his role n all k.sorry julian hee fans, that just means one less rival for yall can?happy?

on the other hand, i like weixiang a lot!!he's a bit dai dai~but he's been doing all the behind the scenes work for yixin.i seriously hope they end up together or i'm gonna bash the scriptwriter up.yes wk, i know he cant speak, but aiyaaaa~only girls can understand yu see.HAHAHAHA~so i personally like weixiang la.perfect, yet not perfect.they make julian hee too perfect to be true~

AND FOR GOODNESS SAKE!?who would go n propose at such a timing?!!when things are so unstable?!how dumb can he get seriously.[i mean the role julian hee's acting].i tell u, if yixin had accepted it, i'd have switch off the tv n never watch it ever again.wahlao~use ur brain can!wow~amazing how a show can stir up my anger so much.hahaha.

project runway rocks too!i like chloe dao!!hope she wins tho~but i tink danielle will win la~he's good.hope santino gets out next.

i finished reading 'dreamland' by sarah dessen yesterday.i think it was a very nice book.about this girl being abused by her boyfriend jerk[Rogerson].but i sorta teared at the part where she was regaining herself back [u know, all the emotional n physical scars] with the support of all her family n friends.its very nice to have this kinda support at your down moments.heart-warming.

you know, she's been living in her sister's shadow all this while.her perfect sister.oh!her sis ran away from home so she wouldn't be that perfect daughter anymore.anyway, so this jerk made Caitlin[the main girl] feel different la~but i guess she really really loved that guy tt's y she stuck with all his abuse.in the end her sis came back for her after running away i tink.coz both sisters are super close.it was very touching.its been ages since a book has been able to do that to me.go read it if ure bored ya?

lalala~i realised i didn't turn up for a SINGLE orientation at all.makes me the most anti-social person on earth.yes balloon, i'm worse than u la~hahaha.u know, as much i don't seem like it, i'm quite anti-social at times.haha.yar yar.the thought of all those making-new-friends thing, scares me sometimes.but well, its the barrier i gotta get over la.coz once i'm put into the situation of having to know new people, i guess i can handle it pretty well la.its just me being gay n wussy ok.

yay~i got another book by sarah dessen to go!~n i still got hotman to watch!nanami KAWAI!!!takashi [takeshi?] sorimachi is getting charming in this series.when he's angry n all~

noriko n ayano haven't replied me~kinda sad ayano haven't replied me coz she got sms the rest of the juniors.hahaha~jealous bitch.i got this feeling she din receive my email tho~i'd die sms-in her la!my mom sure slaughter me into muthu's curry.

tata~i think i blog a lot~202th post!

201th Post.

2006-08-03T22:33:00.000+08:00

when you're here, do you listen to the song?its by Rie Fu 'I Wanna Go to a Place'...pretty nice song.i'm loving it more and more by the day i visit my own blog.hahaha.in fact, i open my blog just to listen to it.

anyway, i've matriculated online, got my timetable.not too bad i guess.after all the compulsory modules planned out for me, I've got a free friday!!!:) and not to mention, mon and wed are practically half days for me.its only tue n thu that i've got full days till 4.30pm.hah!4.30pm only wad!!wads the big deal when lessons in mj could last till 5.50pm? :)

i turned out pretty free today because balloon n i decided not to stay for the night since we're like, not welcomed for the orientation camp.HAHA.kiddin lar.its our own AP la ok.wana join oso too late le.too bad =s so i killed time by visiting the library downstairs today.not too bad.i found the books i wanted to read.books by sarah dessen.i love her.and the ways she writes.its been AGES since i really sat down to read a book.so i spent about 2 hrs sitting on the couch reading it.and i havent finished![but i will by tonight].i kinda enjoyed myself seriously.never really got down to doing something by myself.it was relaxing and all.

you know, i found out that my brother has a blog.kinda like reading it.realised he writes pretty well for a shitass who only nice words out from his mouth to his sister is 'bitch!' or 'fatso!'.yar.haha.kinda refreshing to read sense out from him.haha.yet, he has this tinge of humour?haha.

you know, for the past 2 weeks, since i got retrenched, i've been doing the stupid housework like sweeping and mopping kinda shit.and everytime i sweep my bro's room, the time i spend cleaning his room is equal to the time spent cleaning the living room, dining room n my room.seriously!he has a PILE, a PILE of deadskin.and its kinda heart-wrenching and all to see that he actually peels THAT much skin everyday.trust me, its really ALOT.and i take extra extra care in making sure his room is uber duper clean.but try as i might, after the final touch of mopping, u still see microscopic skin stuck to your feet.

sometimes, i really wish God could just take that cross away from him once and for all...22years is long suffering enough, mentally,physically and emotionally.

wish i could do something...

2006-08-03T01:23:00.000+08:00

'We can have friends who laugh with us, eat with us, walk with us, sleep with us and get punished with us and all that jazz, but at the end of the day, we go to our own homes and forget about each other till the next day we meet. Then when time passes even more, we part to different places, these friends simply leave and leave us like we've never met, never ate with us, never laughed, never walked with us, like we've never made anything mark in their lives.'

adapted from Rickson's blog.

hmm.also duno why when i read this part of his blog.it striked me.its like.woa~its happened before.and i somehow feel as if, its gonna happen again.as much as i know who are those i treasure...so what...?they might not feel the same way as i do anyway~but well, its probably coz...yea well, for me to know.

kinda sad huh.that life works this way~

2006-07-31T01:14:00.000+08:00

my final picture with Toru.but still, i HAD to post this up too.this makes it a total of 4 [wedding] photos.

nostalgia.

2006-07-31T00:12:00.000+08:00

Ohaiyo!!

ugh..still cant get out of that Jap mood since the exchange.haha.just here to blog abt the latest significant events of my life.*yawns*

oh well, i stayed at home on thursday to act guai coz i had a chalet on friday n saturday.yea.so on thursday, at the last minute, we remembered our agreement to bake juling a birthday cake.so huikoon n i arranged to meet on friday with zhengyi paulina n fabian at 3.30pm.haha.duhhhh.i was late again.as usual.i think i'm getting a very bad habit lately.
huikoon said i have bad paragraphing skills.i will remember to 'enter' more often.

anyway in the end at white sands, huikoon, zhengyi, kinlok, tszyan, zhenghong n me met up, went to zhengyi's house to bake n all.shit~yea literally.our cake turned out like shit.haha.due to an accident of the cake mixture toppling in the oven, we ended up having a cake half the original size, and the rest being made up with chocolate icing.HAHA

but still a big thanks to zhengyi's mom for letting us use the kitchen n helping us here n there.she looks very young n i tink she's very pretty.ya.random.
so wen the cake turned up at the chalet, n we sang the song, it was unanimous that, the cake looked like shit.esp the 'flower' consisting of one big ball n 7 other small balls of chocolate icing painstakingly rolled by me!and yet, noone could see the beauty of it all.and the blame turned to me making the cake look like shit [literally!!].fine, it tasted like shit too.[not literally now].

we spent some time in the room later, playing cards n chatting [to eugene :)] HAHA!!i think i totally terrorised n scared him off.i swear i'll never ever meet up with him personally.coz my image is gone.totally gone.anyway, lights went out.but i couldnt sleep.so i joined some others downstairs.

IT WAS DAMN FUNNY N HIGH.we got really high taking stupid advertisements.damn sickla.but damn funny.laughed like crazy throughout the process.after that, benny joel n me went to buy drinks n also walk erina n fabian to tk a cab home.den we came back n chatted all the way from 3plus to 6.haha.it was uber nice talking to benny n joel [who was half asleep].we talked about issues OTHERS would never understand.voiced out things we would never say aloud.coz only WE could understand.hahahaha.and we bagua-ed nonstop all the way.but still,
THANK YOU JULING SO MUCH FOR THE CHALET!!!!!!!!!

sat was college day~sibei boring and sian.made us come so early n all~cheated.ceremony was boring too~nobody screams.so i kinda stopped after awhile.went to eat.met the class~woo!took ronald's car to bedok.it was kinda interesting to sit in the car your friend drove.haha.pretty safe~ronald jayanta jac n i went to nelson's place frm bedok.
reached there later than expected n made some wait.oops.ordered pizza~had movie marathon.

overall we din really have much interaction n all.but somehow.i duno why but i had this feeling.this nice feeling still~that the class is still together?because in overall i think arnd 13 people from the class turned up.i consider it as super good attendance.perhaps even for certain lessons, attendance could turn out worse than that.HAHA.

but i zoinked out during 'a series of unfortunate events' seriously i wanted to watch it la.but i was damn tired coz i din sleep at all during juling's chalet.but i tink at 3plus am, wen mj n jac came in they were talking n i sorta woke up~haha.abit of a light sleeper at times.so i went out to zzz coz i wanted it more than anything.HAHA.thank goodness nelson threw me the comforter to roll up in n a pillow n bolster!!if not i'd die of flu or sumting!!thankyu laopo~HAHA~he's gonna kill me.

sunday, i tink i was the last to wk up la~first to slp, last to wake up.gee~even wen i wk up~my brain couldnt function.still stoned like crazy~till i realised i had to do sumting if not i'd be late for church.guess tt's abt it la~somehow, i really wish our class would stay in touch forever~n one more thing, it was kinda nice to hear some guys like [jayanta?] mentioning abt meeting up somemore.i love 04S301 somehow.we're not like crazily close n all.but there's this want to stay together.duno how to explain oso.haha.

i love mjcsb.love mjcAb.love 04S301.sometimes, still gotta thank mjc for certain things.like perhaps the shit mj gave that made us more bonded.

not forgetting, i still love alice.love michelle.love alicia.love stephanie.love yanqing.love maria.love jac.love balloon.and other good gay friends like weekiat, zhenghong, nelson n weejuay.i mean, tt's how i see yall as la.i wun be hurt if im not that a good friend to the mentioned.HAHAHA.and i love loads more.sometimes, i think i just have to remove all that ego n all, and tell those people who really rock, that they rock.because, school's starting.still cant figure out a good way to chat coz my phone only got 150min free outgoing la.n i do love chatting with some buddies!!!!!!!!!!!~no home phone damn sian sia~im the shitface with no free incoming.y yall go nus siaaaa~sighzzzzzzzzzzzzz~den worse still, wen jac goes to australia.its like as if going to different schools already seem like going to different worlds.going to diffferent countries wld seem like..what?different dimensions?!!eeks.nvm.at least im not joinin any cca.so well, i'll be more free i guess.

sometimes, abit sad school's starting soon.dreading it now~

2006-07-26T01:14:00.000+08:00

eh.its uber late now~but i still gotta blog abt today[yesterday's] concert.IT WAS A BLAST!!!it was the BESTBEST BEST concert ive EVER been to in my life.i can imagine tt it'd beat any F4 or SMAP concert HANDS DOWN FLAT WITH THEIR BOTTOMS FACING THE SKY!!!who is it?its

AICHI MEIDEN HIGH SCHOOL SYMPHONIC BAND!!!!

seriously, the best band concert on earth.they were CRAZY~i could go on forever!i mean, jap bands standard are like..crazy~u hear them u can feel their emotions, be it, romantic, exciting, fun-loving or passionate.YOU CAN FEEL IT IN UR BONES.trust me.my hair could stand.when they played 'Imagine' i could feel the 'imagine all the people.....part' ting.the unity n all of the world.omg.i could die la seriously.let me bunk in vch forever just listening to em.we were encoring em FOREVER~n they played for us deep purple medley like a million n one times for us but it never got boring!!there's this crazy drumset girl.SHE IS TREMENDOUSLY WONDERFUL.she goes, SMACK BHAM WHISH.n BAMBAMBAM!n u go WOW WOW WOW.yar.i tink she's got hidden compact muscles in those puny arms of hers.

their players are ALL outstanding.u know they're enjoying the music.they feel it.they show it.i was watching Toru moving to the music while he plays his double bass n bass guitar.n he moves so naturally.just watching him play makes u go neng neng in the legs.tt's how i fell in love with him.when he plays his music n all.i really really love Toru.he's really very charming when he plays his instrument n when he dances to saturday night fever.i could rant on abt him forever.but i should stop.coz u know, its his personality too n all tt's very lovable.he's so smiley.he nv gets tired tho there's always a queue of girls lining up to tk photos with him.did i say i'd stop?ok.

den clarinet section's like WOA.they sound like one clarinet la.its kinda sick.they are really lovable n fun ppl too.i like Ayano, Yuka n Keisuke's really cute too!im gonna miss em like crazy.i hope we can be like penpals n all.tho there's all this communication breakdown n all.i love em like crazy.they're leaving tmr.i'm really really sad la.sighz...

and another ting i noticed..i was really touched n all by this..the parental support.sighz..its so nice isn't it?having ur parents come all the way frm japan to watch u play in ur concert.n they're like so truly supportive of their children n all.u can feel it.its kinda sad to think that all these 6 yrs, my parents have nv been to a single concert ive played in.yar.sighz.yea well.7 days practice a week.yet their parents still support em.superb huh.i tink its the culture.my parents are all career oriented n stuff.its all about the money.sighz.forget it.

okay.my dad's gonna kill me soon.btw, i'm allocated to hall 13!!uber happy!coz its new n nice!looks nice..haha.yay~really happy now then.toodles n all!muacks!!!!

love ya Aichi Meiden High School Band!

2006-07-26T01:13:00.000+08:00

hey TORU!!!im in the hall stalking you!!!HAHAHAHA!show me ur bass guitar MAN!!!ok, im mad.ly in love.HAHA.

2006-07-26T01:12:00.001+08:00

okay, i saved all these for the last.its TORU again.hee.say cheese n smile TORU!!!ure UBER CUTE!!!

2006-07-26T01:12:00.000+08:00

STOP TORU~~tk a photo with me!!!so spontaneous!!

2006-07-26T01:11:00.000+08:00

i captured a sneaky [ok fine, A LOT] photo of TORU playin his bass guitar.he captured my heart.TOTALLY.

2006-07-26T01:10:00.000+08:00

this is AYANO!!she's the prettiest in my section i feel!she sits beside me!n she gave me her school badge!!!*touched* i will keep in touch with her.

2006-07-26T01:09:00.000+08:00

Charming n us again!he hooked arms with us!!so cute~n well, CHARMING!!

2006-07-26T01:08:00.001+08:00

this is Hitomi!she's SO cute!~love her harry potter specs!!she's puny!

2006-07-26T01:08:00.000+08:00

Megumi n me![yay~i rem her name!] she's cute too~i know there's limited poses n all ya.sorry!

2006-07-26T01:07:00.001+08:00

this is the best shot i got of toru dancing.he's right in the middle!n a nice shot of the band too......[unknowingly]HAHA!

2006-07-26T01:07:00.000+08:00

this is the best shot i got of toru dancing.he's right in the middle!n a nice shot of the band too......[unknowingly]HAHA!

2006-07-26T01:06:00.000+08:00

okay, captured a lil cute moment of cute boy in action during the dance (:

2006-07-26T01:05:00.000+08:00

THIS IS THE DAMN ZAI drumset woman!i call her DAMN ZAI WOMAN!she's CRAZY on the drumset!

2006-07-26T01:04:00.000+08:00

the most neglected Cameraman [we duno his name!].get this, yanqing likes him (: but well, he's kinda charming with the towel i guess!

2006-07-26T01:03:00.000+08:00

okay, paedophilic censor!*beeeeeep* he's a cute jap boy n a young musician~he was dancing n conducting throughout the concert.LOVABLE~

2006-07-26T01:02:00.001+08:00

DO YOU GUYS KNOW NOT WHAT IS CUTE!!!!!this is MAI~n she's CRAZILY CUTE!i'd turn lesbian for her!

2006-07-26T01:02:00.000+08:00

Ms Sia n me!!the best n most motherly conductor on earth!

2006-07-26T01:01:00.001+08:00

he's Yusuuke!the cute clarinet boy who dances enthusiastically!CUTEE~

2006-07-26T01:01:00.000+08:00

its mr CHARMING and us!!!Ito-Sensei!!he's DAMN zai n charming when he's conducting the band!love him!

2006-07-19T01:46:00.000+08:00

hmm..i was supposed to be tired and slp.but i had this urge to blog.

NBC's finally over~we din get our desired results.but a gold was pretty satisfactory i guess.hmm.at least tkgs got 2nd.pretty impressive i must say.i thought hope for tkgssb was kinda dying away coz of the lacking discipline now n all.pls keep the passion burning juniors~but im really proud of em la.mjcsb rocks too~the feeling of playing in mjcsb is good.even as an alumni and all~playing in a band rocks.as much as the results were impt, the feeling was great too.i felt my hair stand during the victory part of Jericho.just like the feeling of playing Hamlet 2nd movement during syf in 2004.woa~

anyway, we went out to have fun after that.went to marche and all.sat with the clarinetiz.namely sarah huikoon bryan and weekiat.and justin of course!haha.bryan has a whole lot of life in him.imagine chatting one hr abt skin.i still find it uber funny~anyway, apparently, benny n zh were supposed to have a DDR competition sorta ting in the arcade, so we went to join in the fun n all~i was commenting abt how i liked to dance butterfly [memories of it in wx's house, ok i din really dance then, but i was picturing the steps deep down ok].and i was forced to dance butterfly.heng juling pei-ed me.two noobs down there dancing beside a machine with ppl like kangzhuang, benny n zhenghong.crazy macadamia nuts i swear.juling n i were damn diulian.no eye-leg coordination.but it got kinda addictive.screaming.HAHA.after that, i danced with melissa oh too~n FUQUAN!HAHAHA!we forced him too!he's so cute la~bryan joined in one game too!AH!!FUQUAN's funny on DDR.nah, he's funny n cute ALL the time.HAHA.den we went to play daytona!!woo~haven had so much fun in a long time!(: overall a very happy day i must say~

monday, went out w botak chap to marina square.haha~laughlaughlaugh.just coz some ppl nv go before~we ate ramen at this nice place duno wth its called.duno petite noiulles or wad ting?HAHA.but quite nice food.ultra reasonable pricing too.going out with botak chap is always so relaxing..is it the length of time i know her or wad?can just simply lame the whole day away naturally la.going out with her is always so...relaxing.haha.at ease n all.anyway she damn nuren la~think so damn long abt that nike bag which she bot in the end!apparently tink for days le.but i'm uber glad i got to meet up with her (: [yuks, pls dun inflate ur head can]

tuesday, went to bugis with balloon n jac n maria!!haha.we are plain shoppin freaks i swear!!i dun get how ppl like us can shop just one level for a few hrs tt kind!!wahlao!buay tahan!HAHA!anyway we bought some SBs n Bs.HAHA.i like~~[seductively].ok, shuddup.HAHA.maria met up with us later on.went to crystal jade to eat the high tea!reasonable pricing, filling food, nice soup.then i had to go home coz i had driving.i drove frm my house to stadium today.did parallel parking.sucks like shit.i banged down the pole like 2-3 times coz i drove forward too much.ugh!
I HATE PARALLEL PARKING!!

so later on, im gonna meet nehneh n nanny!!YAY~~~very very glad im making full use of this week to meet up with ppl i really wana meet man!coz school's reopening soon!but i haven met up with vivian coz she's really busy!~ and lard gang!!hmpf!!ok gotta go slp~im so tired nowadays!!!

2006-07-19T01:39:00.000+08:00

there!evidence that SOMEONE in the warehouse thinks we're LARD TEMPS!how annoying!haha.

2006-07-19T01:38:00.000+08:00

uncle!!the one who looks bochup but i tink he really cares!!

2006-07-19T01:36:00.000+08:00

tt's haiping, the one who nv fails to talk a lot to us!HAHA!she's uber nice!!

2006-07-19T01:35:00.000+08:00

tt's james[the shy boy!] and us!

2006-07-19T01:34:00.000+08:00

there you go!tt's marker!HAHA!shocked not?ahh~too bad yall cant see the 5 piercings (: how abt the chin piercing? =p

2006-07-14T10:20:00.000+08:00

heyo~itts raining so heavily and i'm supposed to go to joel's place for baking for the concert nxt week.500 cookies?!we can do it!haha.

gee.its been band everyday.kinda tiring man.evn tho i dun have school and all.i can imagine those j1s n j2s really damn tiring la.and for me, im already like eyes-tend-to-close during band sometimes le.and to think, school is gonna start for me really soon.sighz.den its like, thise whole week dedicated to band.nxt week thu n fri oso got impt band pracs for the concert.gee~haven met up with some impt ppl man in quite some time man.sighz.wad a loser.so i cancelled the Catholic camp i was inteding to go so that i wld have more time ah.hmm.

so well, i tink im gonna get started.Gambate geri!!and jiayou to all juniors too, tho they dun read my blog.HAHA.yup.its been a tiring week.

2006-07-09T00:10:00.000+08:00

freak.so annoying.so annoyed.
right now ive got this lump in my throat now that's been stuck there for a long time since my parents started naggin at me la.dammit, cry in front of them for wad.like as if they care.ok, they do.

frustrating.see, i wana join band in ntu.and they're SUPER ULTRA FREAKING against it.like freak la.WHY CANT U JUST RESPECT MEEEEEE!!!!!!!really, this whole ting is gonna start again.in tkgs, i joined band coz i had to.well, they were SO freaking convinced it'll affect my results la.did it?oh, unless they were expecting their daughter to be an ultra genius 6-pointer, but unfortunately band ruined her life, i must say, 10 pts was enuf for that mediocre brain of mine.so at the end, this is wad they said, ' dine ah, u very lucky leh.u better thank God u can get this kinda results with ur attitude u know.see u whole day band band band.tel u ah, in jc u cannot lidat leh!u BETTER not join band.please dun, u know hoe impt a lvls is a not?a lvls n o lvls DIFFERENT LEH!!!cannot tink ull be so lucky all the time leh!!DUN JOIN BAND OK!its gonna tk up a lota ur time.!!'

mjc, joined band =).did it affect my results?unless agn, they were expecting their ingenius oh-so-damn-taiko daughter to score straight As evn for econs, i guess agn, with my mediocre brain capacity, they were freaking happy with my results.well, they were expecting an ACCC frm their stupid silly immature daughter who spends half her time in band wad.nv study, whole day go out play play.do yu evn noe wad goes on at night when all of yu are SLEEPING?!ok, whatever, so it came across as, LUCK agn to u this time.GEE!!!!!!!did it evn occur to yu that LUCK can bring me wad i got?!!how dumb can that get!!!!i cant believe it!yall really tink i din study at all!OH MY GOSH!!!!what the hell can i do to convince yu i can manage my time properly!!!!not perfectly well, but i do know my limits la!so this is what they now say.

'dine ah, can u promise me not to join band in ntu?we let u stay in hostel ALREADY give u lotsa freedom leh.u know ur brother, cannt cope evn now u noe.and he's not involved in anything leh.ur bro is so mature la.for that i respect him, coz he left his Catholic society evn leh.he knows he cant cope lor.[for freaks sake, he's taking engine la].u know, evn ur bro told us that u shldnt join band u noe.a lvls n uni VERY different leh![familiar?].dun tink u can be so lucky agn u know.[now u know where it came from?].eh, uni is ur final leg leh.ure taking a 3yrs direct honours, its gonna be really tough u know.dun tell me say ure not gonna be committed coz i know ure very accommodating one.once ppl ask u to come for pracs, u sure will go one.u nv say no lor.in the end, how can band help u?u graduate with a lousy honours, wad can u do?can band help u?daddy's paying for ur education u know, i have a right to mk sure ure not doing thte wrong tings.[i thought i was gonna tk a bank loan huh].promise me u wun join band etcetc.'

me:*stares at computer screen all the way, no need to say anything, they graduate frm Harvard with a law degree of arguing* the secret?just shuddup all the way.wana know the outcome?daddy n mummy just walked away!!no promises made!!=) my achievement of the day.no tears shed!

sighz.its kinda frustrating.wen ppl dun respect u.dun trust u.wen they are the ones u wan em to have faith in u the most.they just dun listen to me la.'dine ah, ure very very immature u noe.only tink of having fun' DAMMIT!!!u guys are the ones who duno how to appreciate life tts y ure so freakin miserable now!THAT IS YOUR CHOICE!live with ur own cchoice, dun force it on me.i choose to live my life my own way doing things i like with a limit, that is joinin band.yet, i know when to study too ok.have u not already driven into my skull the importance of studyin?i listened to yu, i belive yu, i know its true!so i apply it.but i dun use ur 100% foolproof method!its dumb!look at urselves now la.think think think so much for the future.u very happy meh?by the time u established ur career and u realised its phew!finally time to enjoy, look arnd yu...got people to enjoy with yu?dun u tink u started off too late?n half ur life's gone already sloggin for ur so called 'future'.so tell me, how to enjoy den?

sometimes, i really dun understand the way yall are thinking la.if yu cant be positive, i cant change yu.but dun change me either.how come we come from the same family but yet we think so damn differently?

CAN YOU PLEASE TRUST ME ANOTHER TIME!!!!!!!!!

like as if, im asking for a second chance, i DO NOT NEED second chances.ive already proven to u lor.

just at that time, ms sia came to chat to me online.told her this shitty problem.she was really nice abt it.at least she supports me abt joining band since its my passion.asked me to tell em say they got a guai daughter who will study.HAHA.so funny.but she said i was my parents baby still.n im still like a baby.haha.oops.well, but at least she trusts i will study!!tts really nice of her.thank yu ms sia =)

troubled.troubling.annoyed.freak.sighz.

ok, ive let it all out.im fine.=)

LS shit

2006-07-02T21:52:00.000+08:00

hee.okay, i'm bored now so i shall post someting eh.

poor lil blog.so lonely n ignored.

anyway, yesterday, went to celebrate ali's birthday with steph n her [duhh].heh.steph sick ah, ali just came bk frm arts camp.everybody so tired.haha.so we went to like sit down n chat chat to slack arnd.hmm.after that, we went to walk around when we finally decided to sponsor ali's manicure!haha.went to bugis st for it.den we went to wait arnd for her.she got too short nails ah, kinda hard to do a manicure, but the person still managed to squeeze out some nai art on her wobbly thumbs.wahaha.and the person tk REALLY long!like she was takine her own sweet time, but i guess she kinda did a good job la hor.anyway, by the time her manicure ended i tink it was like seven plus already!basket still must go n give my ah-beng ez link card away to the stupid office.darn!cant scare ppl le.

rushed to band n reached at like, 8.45?!haha.wad a loser.heng the prac cld extend slightly more till 9.30pm ah.wk came too!!!yay!so long nv c wk le!!anyway, we went for zh's sis's wedding chalet la.haha.we help to erm, re nao re nao u noe.mk noise ah.third party ah.extra ah.hee.anyway, we played mahjong ah, play play, watch tv.i saw this disturbing 'kungpao' show!AHH!i swear i cant get that running-woman-who-farted scene outta my head!everytime i think of it, wana luff like siao!its disturbing me!i walk to church today i oso smile n smile to myself la!anyway, den we went to the room to chat!woo~tt's wen we erm, started getting erm, sizzled up upon having erm, 'meaningful conversations!' yup.poor balloon, abit slow ah.hee.but well, doesn't that just mk 'meaningful conversations!' all the more, meaningful?hee.after that, we kinda got tired n all, lying arnd, n den we found a new thrill.taking gay photos.ie, slashing ppl.HAHA!i swear i have an inner desire to see zh n wk slash!!okay, perhaps i got a lil too excited trying to position em in a well, suggestive positions.but dammit la!zh buay onz!keep on covering his face with blanket so we cldn't catch wk n zh in action!but in the end we finally did get a few shots with faces!hee.den juling balloon n i started to tk sum photos too!gee!cameras work wonders!got one shot juling n i were like, 'kissing' la!but actually, our faces were kinda far lo!not bad not bad!i'm proud of our work.hee.
oh, did i mention there was a disturbing moth in out room!its REALLY disturbing coz the room was small, n it was actually FLYING arnd!annoying!kinda freaky tho.n i tink it came on my shirt for a moment.n the whole scene was in a frenzy coz balloon was REALLY traumatised by it.jac wld have made the environment worse too.coz she'd affect the rest badly.yup.nv put jac n balloon tgtr in a moth environment.

left at arnd eleven, went home to zzzzzz all the way!so tired la!did i mention LS SUCKS BIG TIME!!!!KNS!my stomach pain like shit the whole morning la!n i had to LS in the toilet in the chalet!!ughh!stupid LS!!mk me cant finish my breakfast n my fav orange juice!!hur!

anyway, tmr's our official last day at luxasia, my last day with marker...n haiping n uncle n james.[ok, i din have to mk it obvious who was the most impt =p] kinda sad.but kinda happy can slack la.heehee.we've got cycling, blading, baking, band pracs n furniture shoppin for hostel!!hmm.hope can at least get to meet certain ppl i haven met in a looooooong time before my school starts.esp vivian!!miss her to bits n pieces!!sighz..n lard gang too!okay la, gtg le.*farting scene floats to mind again*

I SWEAR I HATE LS!!!!!

2006-06-25T00:39:00.000+08:00

hmm..just read maria's blog abt stuff that was rather true.

gee.in a few weeks time, gonna enter uni n stuff.and life's gonna take a rather big turn for me i feel.coz i'm gonna stay in hostel.gonna meet lotsa new people even tho i say i dowan to.and gee~ im gonna be so far away from so many good friends.coz they PIAN PIAN must all go to nus.sighz.what's gonna happen?will i lose some friends, make new friends...gee...i really dunno.i mean, its easy and all to say you want to keep it going.but its really gonna take a big effort on both part huh.hmm.i really hope i can do it.

'there's an empty part in all of our lives which we're all seeking to fill up'.so so true huh.some people fill it up by finding a soulmate, or a hobby, or someone to love whatever shit.eeks.somehow i know im gonna meet lotsa fake people there.people out to seek attention from others, or more specifically 'someone to love them'.i must admit, these stuff are spicy gossips that add to one's life.but, sumtimes, things can get really ugly.projects, my whole course is abt projects.and i'm darn sure i'm gonna meet big time asses.backstabbers, people who take credit for your work, slackers, people who make use of u.gee.its damn scary sumtimes.uni life sounds so interesting, yet so scary.ughhh.

hmm.i hope i can keep a low profile in school man.i dowana be tt kinda annoying bitch who gets hated for being so bagua.neither do i wana be that likeable [hopefully] person who everybody knows.i just wana be known by people i know and i just wana know people i already know.haha.oh gosh.i'm startin to turn morbid, did i use it correctly?

gee.kinda worried.i mean, worried abt keepin in touch with old friends.see la.yall should all just come to ntu.haha.or i should just probably go to nus huh.HAHA.aiya.dun tink so much la.sighz.ok im gonna go n sleep.haven ever had ENOUGH rest since i recovered from my flu.i really hate getting sick.

ohoh!tell u sumting!u noe hor.friday beforre i left for driving, i said bye to marker!haha.den he was like 'huhh...ni mei you deng wo......' HAHAHA!!awww~~~so tao yan la!WAHAHA!nan dao...as wad maria says...a joke becoming a reality??what if one day when i leave the company, i suddenly feel a sense of emptiness.like a part of me is missing.what if one day in the bus, as i stare at the empty seat beside me, the perrson i wished would be there was........him?

damn!i just cant do this 'beautiful words' ting as well as maria can!go ask herr for a perfect rendition of the 'i-miss-marker syndrome' HAHA!hilarious!

good night people!good night my marker~ =) =D =p [i'm trying to sound like those annoying girl with an annoying crush] i'm loving it!haha.

2006-06-14T01:37:00.000+08:00

ok, i'm here coz i've been tagged by nanny.haha.first time kena do such stuff but i tink its quite interesting.but honestly, i wish there were limits for certain sections coz i could go on forever.i'm sure some of you know why.=p

AWESOME PEOPLE I WOULD WANT TO MEET
1.takuya kimura
2.tom cruise
3.brian friedman
4.honey-senpai from Ouran High School Host Club [in case ppl are wondering, he's an anime character.heehee.]
5.micheal owen
6.steven gerard
7.blake
8.ryan
9.nick
10.lovely, cute and adorable kids.*perverted look*
11.damn, i knew the list could go on, but my brain cant function now.hee.it continues with time, infinitely la.

THINGS I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT
1.my mp3 player that stores all my HOT music.
2.my handphone for me to contact people whom i miss or i wana kill.
3.my wallet la.duhh.with all my important cards.but erm, its empty most of the time..any sponsors?
4.food la.duhhh.yummy ones.
5.water.slurrrrrrrp!
6.rubber band to tame my wild wild hair.
7.toilet bowl.make it clean.
8.
I WISH I COULD
1.smile and say 'i don't give a damn about what u tink' with zest.
2.become slimmer la duhh![lose abt 10kg will do, fats can aid buoyancy i heard, esp wen i cant swim]
3.eat and never grow fat.
4.be more determined to do the things that i wana do.
5.stop smiling even at times when i really feel insulted.
6.learn how to love eating vegetables.
7.stop talking about food.

I WANT
1.to keep in contact with my few special friends.even tho most of em are in nus. =(
2.a good computer.
3.to live alone.
4.that dog i saw in taiwan.
5.my laogong.[erm..not the ones i anyhow claim to be, besides, they're all laopos =p]
6.kids!!!two la two will do.=p
7.to learn baking and serve the food i bake to my friends with pride.

SONGS I THINK ARE AWESOME
1.pop songs.
2.oldies.
3.band songs.
4.maria's songs.[okay fine...i just hope her head doesnt swell.but its true la]
5.my songs.usually songs that already existed but i change the lyrics only.

HOW I SEE MYSELF IN 10 YEARS
1.single n still available.yup, serious, despite the many predictions that i wun be.i know i will be.
2.as fat as i am now.but with saggier skin.
3.stressed out and busy as an accountant.
4.lifeless and haggard.
5.i change statement 2.i tink i'll become fatter coz i eat wen im stressed.
6.still hopefully, as cheery so that people can still remember me the way i am.

RANDOM FACTS
1.i love toilet jokes.
2.i love to laugh at myself tho sumtimes i dun get why im doing it.
3.i have bad hair day EVERYDAY.
4.there's a reason behind my every smile.not every one is positive.but most are =)
5.i love my marker.
6.i get cheap thrills.
7.some people that i really love dun get the best treatment from me.
8.sometimes, i really regret that.
9.my sense of direction sucks.

MISCONCEPTIONS
1.that i'm demure on FIRST impression.usually ppl clear that misconception by the 2nd time.
2.that ppl can imagine tt i grew slimmer on occasions wen i've been binging.oh wait.i binge ALL the time.
3.that i'm cute.[oops, is this sections labelled 'misconceptions'?]
4.that people who laugh and smile all the time are happy.
5.that i'm someone who's childish and doesnt know how to think.[sometimes true but not all the time]
6.that i'm a pampered kid who's a spendthrift.[compared to others i dun tink i'm one]
7.that i can't be serious.coz wen i wana settle something, i wana settle it.
8.that i'll nv get pissed.i do.but i just dun say it.
9.that the world has no misconceptions.c'mon la, this world is full of it, dun expect me to list em all out.HAHA.

five people i would like to see em doing:
1.alice
2.stephanie.
3.cheryl seow.
4.jac
5.eeks..i cant tink of anymore!

aiya.i lazy to tag these ppl la.u see le den do la hor.thanks nanny!sumtimes i love doin this coz it makes u do a bit of reflection sometimes.

today, i took the bus home with marker!!heehee.talked to him abt his piercings n stuff.eeww~i heard a gross story tt happened to andy.apparently, he had a tongue piercing.and i heard he always plays with it in his mouth.so the screw can get kinda loose n i tink he dino.he swallowed it.yuks rite.so he sorta panicked.he told marker.n marker said go n shit lor.maybe it'll come out.HAHA.AND IT DID!!!!!HAHAHAHA.damn funny rite~~haha.oh well.apparently andy him n ah heng have fetishes for piercings.eeks.

wah!today i found out two interesting pieces of hot juicy gossip.that made my day.i was definitely FREAKING shocked by both news but they were happy news.and they made my day~ see.this is called positive gossip.coz u feel happy for the ppl u gossip abt.n i hope they're happy too! =) more n more ppl leaving the shelf club.awww~~

watch tv le.bye~

2006-06-12T22:02:00.000+08:00

heyo~here to blog a few min before my desperate housewives start.HAHA.

went to kbox with botak chap yesterday.lame shit sia..we down there singing our primary school HOT songs..damn diulian.simi 'hit me baby one more time', 'sometimes', 'i knew i loved you' n 'i want it that way'.siao gee nahs.HAHA.i tink ppl tot we damn spastic.HAHA.anyway botak chap so SHY lor.must keep singing with the analogue wad shit.HAHA.rem last time we always mk each other sing.wahlao.so childish.HAHA.

anyway, just watched 'so you think you can dance'.gosh.i love melody.n i love nick.nick at first loook doesn't appeal much.but upon watching more n more of his performances.u'll love him.n his smile.melody n him just got this wonderful smile which makes them so nice to look at.then there's blake too, who dances SUPER WELL.n i tink he became more n more shuai over the episodes.woohoo~maybe its oso coz i see him dance la.sumtimes is lidat de.some ppl's talents mk em shine out more than their looks.n sumtimes, they're not gorgeous or shuai but u'll just think they are.anyway, not forgettin my [currently] brown kiu mor!!haha.initially, Gim KiuMor!hahaha.so lameshit rite.i tink he's damn shuai la.maybe coz of his smile too.hee.i tink i got a fetish for smile.oh.n maybe dimples.haha.woohoo~~ i hope there's more episodes of so you think you can dance.love it!!

k la .gonna watch tv le.byee~

2006-06-10T18:53:00.000+08:00

you know what?some people just simply suck like shit.i can't stand bitches who can actually come and betray friendships for money.this lesson did not happen to me but to a veryvery good friend of mine.simply just feel like giving this stupid woman a tight slap on the face.but i'm glad its over~almost at least.

gee.just to tell yall in case anybody gets approached.there's this kinda company who sells products through networking yar.so people who join this company simply sell SUPER expensive products that cost over a thousand.and who are their targets?their very own relatives.one deal clinches them like a few hundred bucks.so its really easy money to make.but personally i feel its like gaining money at the expense of relationships.using money to buy ur relations with ur family n friends.i mean, if a relative approaches u, my parents always say, u'd usually be obliged to buy it coz ure related after all.oh well, then anyway, after u clinch deals, u get promoted.and u rise up really fast till u reach a stage where u just bring in friends to join the company.of course, u get money for bringin ur friends in.not only that, u oso gain money for every deal ur fren makes.sounds great huh?so this bitch, approached my fren asking her out for lunch without making clear her ulterior motive, and said 'hey!my company's nearby ah, why dun we pop over?' kinda shit.so my fren went over.and mind you, once u step in, ure not gonna get out till u agree to sign on.and they're really good at persuading mind you.actually, there's another girl who just went in too.let's call her A.so A was convinced by this bitch too but i tink she wasnt' really aware of the scam involved.and its funny, coz wen my fren was brought to the company, they kept A out of her reach on purpose.so they could fully concentrate on brainwashing my fren.ahh!its hard to really express properly the whole issue.but it sucks to know that ur fren did this to you aint it?i mean, there're certain people who are really suitable for this kinda lines.people who think money is more impt than friendships.but certainly not my fren.so well, i'm glad she got outta it.

sighz.dun u tink its so sickening, that very soon wen u go out into the working world, its highly possible ure gonna meet ppl like this.its so sian.that 'friends' get overwhelmed by the thought of making fast n easy money.i mean, who doesn't want it?but at the expense of ur friendships?come on la bitch!the very thought of u makes my blood boil.but its good u gave both my fren n i a good lesson to learn from.lying to ur frens n betraying their trust in u just for ur own benefit.maybe a few years time wen i see u rich n wealthy with probably enough money to buy a car already, not one of us will be jealous of u.because mind you, we're gonna try to stop u from doing this to others by warning our friends first..and people's gonna know wad u did.let's see how 'rich' you can get.financially yes, but in other aspects.you can just go to hell.

just go n eat shit.

2006-06-08T22:36:00.000+08:00

tadayima!!!

haha.okay, i tink i haven blogged in ages.lazy ah.plus i still watching the i love sam soon show.ugh.just watched episode 11.n i tink i wana kill that guy already.he's really cute coz he got dimples,so he's DAMN shuai!but he behaves like a jerk.J-E-R-K.so let me refer to him as a cute jerk.anyway, he's rreally annoying!coz he keeps doing stuff that mislead samsoon.aiya, samsoon is tt kind plumplump one, like nobody will like tt kind ah.so violent sumur!so sam soon likes him.BUT!! he already got a gf la![i guess more outta commitment after 3 yrs of losing contact] anyway, actually he likes her too.but he doesnt really know.n he doesnt wana admit it!so irritating!can u imagine sam soon down there so poor ting la.kena mislead like hell.and den sumtimes he's really mean to her oso la.and then everytime sam soon is determined to forget him, he come n say sum shit stuff to inflate her hopes agn la!WAHLAO!!wad an asshole!!so, tho he's really good-looking, he sucks!its only at times wen tings work out samsoon's way [seldom] den he seems v nice.other than that, i tink he's a jerk.

hmm, anyway, did i mention!!lux is soo cute!!lux, in case u were wondering, is this kitten [ok, slightly older than that] that lives beside our company, luxasia.its REALLY cute!n adorable!i know i've always self-declared my hatred for cats.but, lux might be an exception as long as it stays this way.lux is different from other cats/kittens.lux is innocent n young n playful, just like a kid.lux is usually off-guard, meaning, she usually plays with people very easily, yet, she's fearful.in a way, she knows her limits.when did my passion for her grow?one day, when it was raining, we saw lux meowing so loudly.i tink she was hungry.so we decided to go jtc to get a piece of fish for her.tt's wen it started.now, lux is our daily source of joy!=)

hmm, anyway, maria was telling me today that actually ppl in the warehouse are very nice.they show tt they dun give a shit abt u at all.but its the little tings they do that mk u realise they care.like, my mark-ge.=) on wed, balloon n i worked till damn late.but my marker asked us where we lived n all, den he went out to settle sum stuff.hmm, but by the time he came bk, he gotta know tt my dad was fetching both of us.so, i din get to know wad his [i tk it as kind] intention was.haha.n he asked us to faster go home at 10.30pm tho we were asked to help out more.hmm.so nice.haha.everytime my marker comes to work, it means marker got ink![so its working].HAHA.lame hor.cheap thrill la.do tt kinda no-life work in warehouse.haha.but i tink we're gonna be jobless soon.sighz.gonna miss my marker, n uncle n haiping!actually, james is very helpful wen we need his help too.hmm, just wen we gotta know em better, we're leaving.sighz.somehow, i sorta prefer the warehouse ppl to the office ones.oops.haha.

driving today was better.my turning still sucks, but i din zigzag too much.haha.but my instructor was being annoying today.wanted to slap his face.he ask me give right signal.so i tot he wan me to turn right.so i din turn much la.den he was like 'i wan u to do a u-turn!y u turn so little?!' in that annoyed tone.den i was like 'huh?u wan me to u-turn?'.wahlao.irritating.

i tink i'm gonna watch my ouran high school host club episode 9 already.hee.bye!

2006-06-02T21:24:00.000+08:00

heyo~

haha.just came back from half a day of shopping with the 'warehouse girls'!!!haha.okay, our own band name.anyway, in the morning only maria balloon n i turned up for work.after that we went to meet jac at bugis at 2pm supposedly!!for lunch at crystal jade, but we only met at 3pm [ahem!] and decided to go to this shanghai restaurant called 'nanxiang' duno wadever la.haha.ate the high tea set there.hmm, the xiaolongbaos were not as nice as those at tianjinglou, chinatown.but the rest was very nice!!the triangular ting, and i oso liked the vegetable bao [impossible i noe!!]!!haha.red bean cake was nice too!yummy, not bad la.yall can go try it!!hmm.den we went to bugis street for shopping.gee.guess what man.we went to the second level and actually cld spend like 3 hrs just on that floor?!erm..haha.balloon n jac bought clothes n maria bought a bag.me?i only succumbed to a cookie (: damn, i noe i'm so lardy.den we proceeded to bugis [parco is it?] to e-base.bought sumur clothes there.HAHA.i finally bought sumting too.looks spastic but its comfortable!!yay~ so we left bugis at 8plus.haha.

hmm.u noe wad?there's this person who wrote 'lard temps' on the wall of our warehouse lift.HAHA.damn i'm soo disturbed by it la.okay, i'm being sensitive.but wahlao!who else uses the word lard except us?so, i suspect, my mark-ge could be the one who wrote that.hmm.since we're working on the same level n we use tt word so often.it must be him!!ahhh!i'm so disappointed!!my mark-ge!!how cld u do this to me?!!!!stupid mark-ge.haha.in case u were wondering why i always say mark-ge, its coz we always use markers.so its like kinda fun to anyhow call u noe.HAHA.lame.lard temps.disturbing.

oh, did i mention, balloon n i are crazy over this song called 'juicy' by better than ezra.its so catchy!but i dun understand why only we like it.maria n jac dun!!sighz.haha.uhh uhh uhh uhh uh uh uh uh uh uhh, juicy!!ju-ju-ju-juicy!woohoo!!~

hmmhmm!!i'm happy today too!!!well yea, guess i better not say here yet.but i'm happy!!!yay~~

2006-05-31T00:58:00.000+08:00

hmm.its the wee hrs now huh...was blog hopping.read some stuff.random stuff, sad stuff, happy stuff.haiz.nvm.

anyway, hostel issue on the way.i guess, i'm kinda decided.maybe i wun be staying in hostel after all huh.yup.our childhood dreams of studying tgtr at this final stage flew away.haha.so sad..anyway, today, jac told me her snr stays in hall 13!!wth!!!my dream halls are those above 10 can!!mk me so jealous.nvm ok.wait for me to earn my pts in yr 1.den i'll cum n join yall in 2nd yr k!!yea!coz 2nd yr can live alone le ma=) not bad.i like to live alone.just like wad maria said.everybody needs their own space.and the fun ting abt individual rooms is that, ur frens are still nearby.haiz.sounds great.its a pity i'll likely miss the 1st yr.but honestly, i'm kinda inflexible abt roommates.in the sense that, i was only considering alice or maria.and since both aren't available, i'd pass off the idea of staying in hostel too.so sorry.

heh.just talked to ali online just now.squeezed out funky n juicy news frm her.yumyum!!=) =D =p.that made my day man!!!haha.so ppl!!tell me if u got any nice juicy gossips k?HAHAHAHAHAHA!!i'm so damn bagua la!

okok.gtg le.byeeeeee!

2006-05-28T21:00:00.000+08:00

heh.you know, i tink i havent blogged in ages.coz i'm kinda preoccupied with.......

BIG INTESTINE GOLD!!

gee.somehow, vcds now like become my homework lidat.struggling to finish watching it.tho its a pleasant homework.(: i still got 2 boxes on hold.ccant wait to watch i love jing san shun.coz maria says i'm REALLY like her.so unglam.and there're a few toilet incidents too!(: i love toilet incidents!

anyway, i've watched episode 7 [again] of Ouran High School Host Club.and episode 8 too!episode 7 is nice coz the focus is on honey!n i like it coz honey's special powers come out!!KAWAI NE!!!!!!*pinches cheeks!!!*i love his/her voice!!

anyway, alice has already made her decision!to go to nus!!haha.so sad lar.seriously quite sad la.hmm.so we can't be room mateys anymore.sighz.but nvm its ok.at least that nuren has decided!gonna miss that piece of shit!!i mean, a great chance missed!!:( but we finally decided that we're gonna fight for our future since we're both 'down-to-earth' people.HAHA.its kinda silly to mk this kinda decisions for other people i feel.coz u cld probably regret ur life.yup.so im glad she decided herself and i dint do any brainwashing for my own selfish reasons..HAHA.tho i wld have been glad to do so!WAHAHA.let's chill k!i'm sure we can still keep in touch.12 years le n 6 yrs apart ma!wads 3 yrs man.HAHA.cheer up!

so well, it seems i might not be gonna stay hostel in ntu after all.coz maria can stay with yuxi.but well, i'm fine with it la.i just tink its a bit inconvenient coz i wana join band n all.n kinda afraid practices mite end late or sumting.and its gonna get quite restricted by my parents lo.ya.hmm.

anyway i tink i'm turning into an inflated lardy face.and i'm damn sad.[alright, stop luffing in front of ur monitor!!]haha.i mean, ive been lardface all along but its gettin bad lately.sighzzzz.i needa go runnning badly!!needa jio my neh soon.and we'll wiggle our way through the tracks huh.HAHA.

okay la.tink i gonna get back to my intestine gold.did i mention i love her boyfren!min zheng hao!WAHHH.he damn shuai la!and he's one of those who looks gd with a goatee!and he's like every girls' ideal man i tink.HAHA.WOOHOO!!~i tink i'm falling in love with him!HOWHOWHOW!!i know i got a lot of laogongs already but...but...haha.okay, i sound like a bimbo!

did i mention i went to Holy Family yesterday to help my bro get people to join the Catholic Youth camps.and i gotta know a few guys there.pengz.they're frm business.and they all talk with this slang!!i pengz!and they argue like woa~ i was thinking, shit man!n my bro was telling me 'see?this is the kinda ppl u meet in business.they talk like that.' and basically i was just laughin at one guy's jokes and i dint talk!yup!i DINT TALK!i guess i had a demure image u noe.it shows i can do it [OEI!STOP LAUGHING IN FRNT OF UR MONITOR!].i tink my bro n i were damn quiet.haha.anti social perhaps.heh.

ok la.gtg le.byeeeee!

2006-05-20T11:48:00.000+08:00

yoyoyo~~haha.i'm at nelson's place now!haha.jac n balloon left le.left me and maria.coz we were pigs and we woke up so late.so kbox was outta the qn already.hee.anyway, maria's like singing with the guitar beside me now.HAHA.her little island song.wahh..this kinda life damn shiok ah, just slack around in a house.haha.

ohh..yesterday was Joie de Vivre II.woosh.juniors, i think yall were superb, fantastic etc etc.i was freaking impressed!!!from our seats there, yall sounded GREAT.it was stunning.seniors us up there were damn impressed!!seriously!!of course credit goes to your hard work and Ms Sia too!!oh my goodness!!you know even after the concert, balloon and i were still full of praises for the band.and i realised i still sorta cant get myself out of band.like i love the feeling of playing in a band.and i guess i will still join band in NTU.haha.oops.i tink my parents are like gonna slaughter me.but oh well... =) and our short MC ting went fine i guess.WK!!u did fine ok!!stop thinking you screwed up everything!!damn!though i tink i sounded DAMN childish on the mike.sighz.haha.my hands were like shivering!the mike in my hand was QUIVERING.haha.anyway, i tink the alumni sorta screwed up n stuff.its not tt we were that terrible.its just that, the main band sounded too good oso.haha.and after the alumni, we went to tk sum photos.sum milkmaid photos, courtesy of zh's wonderful creativity to transform ikea napkins into bandanas.but i still tink we look cool!!haha.

after that, we went for supper.so pathetic la.haha.only balloon, zh n me.expected got yq n wk oso.buden.. =x haha.yq abandoned me for her colleague papa!!!hmpf!!anyway, after that, i went straight to nelson's place.slacked around, bathe and realised i was DAMN hungry.so i ate instant noodles.the ~~pig~~ kindhearted maria pei me eat one packet oso.HAHA.and then balloon came shortly after that.and we watched i love jing shan shun.i couldnt even tahan the first cd coz i was too tired and i lost my voice, all of it suddenly, and feeling disturbed, i retired to the room to sleep first.HAHA.the rest watched till 5plus.

heh.that's about it.to sum it all of, juniors, i'm REALLY proud of you guys.i tink yall were FREAKING FANTABULOUS.good job man!!and yup, welcome to alumni band!!haha.its gonna be so much more fun with you guys.i tink yall rock my rainbow and neon green toe socks off.muackz!~

2006-05-15T23:30:00.000+08:00

damn.haha.i should be studying for my advanced theory this thursday..but ugh!whatever~HAHA.

geez..i was having a very random and morbid thought just now.like.what if we just like found out that we're gonna die tmr?or worse still, suddenly?!hmm.and its like you just go 'Damn!' when you hear doctors saying stuff like 'hey, i'm really sorry.but had you went for a thorough check up earlier, your cancer cells wouldn't have spread so much.'.stuffs like that.i mean, that was the typical example i get from dramas la.haha.then i was thinking.wahlao...that sucks.18 years seem long.but its like perhaps not evn a quarter of the life you were SUPPOSED to live through has even happened.and right now, we just almost grew up and are on our way to stop drinking from milk bottles [ie depending on parents].there's really really a lot more to look forward to right now man.for many of us, uni life.buden we all know its not as if uni's gonna be a bed of roses man.and then of course, there's the typical office politics u face.and not forgetting family problems.ohh.did i say there's so much to look forward to? =p

i remember, there was a time i opened an internet window with anticipation to see a certain dream school accepting me into their environment.freaking hell shattered i was.80% sure i was, that i would be able to get in.such that i even said that if i couldn't get into vj or tj, i'd go to poly [tho i knew i never would].that was how sure i was.but the 20% was too weak to hold me together.haha.my whole life i chose to be pessimistic to prepare myself for the worst.and that few times i chose to be optimistic, it crashed.and from then onwards, i chose to be pessimistic.but get a good grip on it ya?

that seemed random.

but anyway, to people out there who're facing an even bigger crash than me.i probably understand like 10% of how yall are feeling.and 90% would compensate the multiplication of the impact of the different situations.i'm sorry if i even had made the situation sound so easy for yall to pick urselves up.but then again, big falls dun justify endings.tk time to heal, but not all the time in the world belongs to u either.sorry, but that's how the world goes.and for all that mean hard facts, nobody's alone ok.at least not for most.but i'm sure you know who you are right.

oh well, i duno wads running through my mind either.or why i suddenly thought of such random stuff.haha.oh well, yea.i guess i'm done.

2006-05-12T22:13:00.000+08:00

hee.just came back not too long ago(:

last minute planned an outing at like 10plus this morning la.haha.and poof!nanny, neh n i met in bugis at 12.30pm.oh man.we went to this place in Arab Street called Amirah's Grill.WAHHHHH!!!!!!shiok leh!!i strongly recommend it for ppl who wana chat chat n catch up on stuff.its a damn cool place!i love it la!picture this.

you're like brought up to the 2nd level [if ure lucky and u go at the right time wen there's noone].and they open this room for you.just u n ur grp of frens.its full of soft squishy sofas.u got a tv and a dvd player there.it looks really homey.food is good.price is reasonable, no service charge no GST.ambience is great.the only thing that turned me off was the leopard skin laid on this sofa which nobody wanted to touch.HAHA.oh its great la.next time i jio yall go there ok? ;p

after that, we went bugis shopping.ahh!fun and all.haha.damn funny la.today neh n i were being lesbian-ish.there was this shop we went in.and then i was looking at sumting.and i wasnt really consious of wad neh was doing.but actually she was like hugging me frm behind and like lying on my back.and she recoiled soon after.coz she saw the 2 shopkeepers STARING at us.haha.damn funny la!!AHAHA!sometimes u should just do such stuff in public for fun and laughter peace and joy.its really cool.

after that, mich left at 7plus and we went to meet weekiat after that.i bought my court shoes.and we went shopping for awhile more...and we went to take neoprints!!i-gallop pose failed.then went home!

not bad la.today was quite a fun day.i mean at least i din rot at home (: i hope tmr our resolution to go running doesnt fail.3 lards running on the track.neh wk n me.wad a significant sight.

2006-05-12T01:12:00.000+08:00

hehe.you know, i just rewatched the first two episodes of Ouran High School Host Club.and i'm pretty thrilled.coz i noticed more details abt my honey-kun.HAHA.oh seriously, i love that kid.oh no, actually he's a senior la!like he's damn intelligent n stuff.n i heard frm balloon n jac frm the manga that he's got a deeper inner self u noe.like sum karate pro.and he's a whiz at maths.like i'm so impressed la!and yet he got the sweet cuppy cake character.like his eyes just water at sum issues!!and i specifically jumped to episode 4 just to watch the sandal incident agn!!haha.so cute la.he was like 'Haru-chan!Haru-chan!' coz he lost his zouki [sandal].den Mori came over with his deep voice n he put on the sandal for Honey-kun [meanwhile Honey-kun was having watery eyes].and he went 'Takashi!Takashi!' and he gave Takashi a big hug.its like so heartwarming la.

oh yea, jac n balloon's gonna call me a shota-con n loli-con for all i care.i tink i'm normal.haha.anything's better than slashing two guys together ok.HAHA.tt's a sick obsession huh balloon.HAHA.

oh yayyyy!!!!maria's coming bk to work nxt week!!tt's great!!can slack n OT n erm, work hard!!haha.n most imptly...got money la!!so shiooooookk!

oh sianz.looks like i'm gonna be free tmr coz plans are cancelled.n steph n pig not goin for class outing oso...damn sad case ma lidat.nvm..................................................

quote of the day 'aiyo, just dun go if u dun feel like lor.esp wen there's noone worth goin for'

cool.i tk her advice (:

and my quote for others i learnt frm someone else too 'as long as you know you've done nothing wrong or against your conscience, dun bother abt wad others tink'

something along tt line.haha.mind you, tt was words of wisdom frm a woodblock i tk very seriously k.HAHA.yup!

2006-05-10T23:13:00.000+08:00

haha.i'm right now waiting for Ouran High School Host Club to download.episode 3.hee.just watched episode 1 and 2.weird leh.episode 1 n 2 dl damn fast.like i cld watch and let it dl concurrently.but episode 3 gotta wait.anyway its damn funny la!!i love honey-san!!haha.eh to those ppl who're darn free go n watch k.like u can go to www.youtube.com and then search for Ouran High School Host Club.and then watch frm there.quite a few funny parts la!!haha.the gay scenes.so far, the whole show is like damn gay-oriented.but its damn funny.no wonder balloon loves it so much.like so many slash scenes.HAHA.

lalala.so sian now.i got my hotman vcds today too!!yayyyyyyyyyy!!!!

today i OT-ed with balloon till 8pm.shiooooook!money money!!haha.oh crap, i really needa save for uni la.sighz.damn bloody broke.heh.to be honest, we actually slacked like 1.5 hrs of the overtime we did.and 0.5 hrs we were doing work.but not bad la.this afternoon we intensive sia.finished decleor destroy items in like abt an hour?!pro la.so we felt we erm..deserved some relaxation.yup.haha.

okay!i'm gonna watch Ouran High School Host Club now!!

Ja ne!!

2006-05-05T23:25:00.000+08:00

不是真的爱我
孙燕姿
你和我就算了吗
别用沉默代替回答
陌生得让我害怕
心像被针扎了一下

总是不提那句话
我想你是故意装傻
不是不懂得表达
还在等什么说清楚吧

我想你不是真的爱我
习惯被忽略不算自由
相爱的人总是不懂
为什么真心伤得特别重

我想你不是真的爱我
当体贴渐渐受到冷落
其实爱有很多选择
我也可以给你自由

终于明白那句话
爱能让人一夜长大
不成熟的感情啊
让我变得小心害怕
我和你就算了吧

不想再为爱而挣扎
爱情若没有火花
至少了解后懂得放下

wah.i love this song and i managed to download it.i noe its freaking old.but somehow tt time wen sang in kbox its like.wow.kinda felt the emotion in the song.oh man...its like such a sad song la.haha.

2006-05-03T22:55:00.000+08:00

You must be havin' a laugh! You go for the clown type!

Laughter is the way to your heart. A man with a fab sense of humour is definitely the one for you! You want a Clown, someone who can laugh at himself and make you laugh, too. There's nothing more tedious than a man who takes himself too seriously. You know that if a chap is silly, he's generally self-confident and secure. Your man is a people magnet and everyone's favourite friend. There's never a dull moment with your clown nearby. You crave excitement and a bit of a laugh, and your clown enhances those things in your life. You probably think life is too short to spend it without a smile. Your witty lad will ensure that that doesn't happen - his light hearted and silly ways make everything a little bit brighter.

Now that is funny!!haha.i just took a 'Who's Your Type?' tickle test.hee.i came online today coz i wanted to settle some auction stuff!yay!hope i can get my 'hotman' vcds soon!Nanami kawai ne!!!hee.not bad la.got quite a good deal i believe.oooohh.alice got ntu interview tmr!!GAMBATE NE!!!!!!!!!!!!! (:

hmmm...weekend plans!!!hope we can have a class girls' chalet!!!!!!!SOO COOOOOOOOOOLLLLLLLL!!!!!!!MUAHAHAHAHA!and then, sat going to lido to watch MI3 coz got special deal frm aunt's company!!yayyyyyyyyy!!!can see my laogong tom cruise.okok.i'm living in self denial so fans, please dun cum n sue me or whatever~

uni life seems exciting and promising.i use the word 'SEEMS'.haha.esp for maria n me right?we'll be going on our manhunt.HAHAHAHAHHAA.kidding!!!what you thinking?i mean be a manhunt competition judge!!AHA!got so despo meh..goods like us are price inelastic ma.men are well, price elastic.HAHA.[i think i'm turning sexist].i'm a demure n resolute girl mannnnn!!!must mug mug mug!!(: oh yeaaaa! to all the girls out there!!dun ever think you can depend on a guy for life.HAHA.be more independent woman!!i noe a lota girls are taitai i-wanna-bes.me too!but hey man!yu gotta change ur thinkin honey!haha.okay, i'm goin mad and high.please dun sue me if i said anything wrong..PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE.PRETTY PLEASE with a cherry on top!!

WAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!

xiao ding dong.

oh yar.i think i did kinda well in driving today.no close accidents(: that, equals to good driving in geri's opinion.hey lime green car!!!wait for me babe!!(: and hey friends!!guide me 10times approx when i pass the driving test to ur home!!i'll give u a lift home k!!(:

2006-05-01T01:37:00.000+08:00

oh whee!i just stole sumting cute frm cheryl's website.so if ure free go n click on 'me' and visit my little lardfart k!!give it a little spray and sum food!!(:
mind you, i actually made my pig green.lime green.haha.but i thought my frens would surely kill me.haha.so i decided to change it back to the original colour!hee.

oh yay!i got someone to go with me to the tea reception at ntu nxt sunday!!hee.that's one problem solved!!heh.

yayyy.and the day still ends off fine!(:
i hope yours did too!(:

2006-04-30T14:05:00.000+08:00

i'm bored.

so when i'm bored, i blog.

sighz.felt like going out today, but didn't go out anyway.so big intestine gold's not able to do the job of keepin me preoccupied today.sianz.rotting my long weekend away.think coz i din go out on saturday either.

sighz.just got some nagging from my dad again, he doesn't want me to stay in hostel.says i'm sure to fool around -_-"" like whatever la~ n noe i dun get support from my brother either coz he thinks so too.haha.what can i do.i portray such a playful image to them.someone who doesnt give a shit about studies.someone who just so taiko got AABC.haiz.really, i think i should just go n change my image.reflect two different sides of geri.if that's what can make em happy.yaya.i'm just a playful young immature girl, who doesn't think about the future.

'dine ah, you duno how important uni is u noe.u cannot afford to screw up ur uni u noe a not.evn ur first semester dun tink u can go n fool around k.ure supposed to be immersed in books all the time.sumur u choose to take 3 year course ah, all the more u can't afford to fool around leh.blahblahblahblah'.

yup, that's the price i have to pay for choosing to go to ntu for a 3 year course right?as opposed to u wanting me to go to smu [course its near n u get to come home everyday] or nus [coz it sounds prestigious to u huh].thanks for ur good intentions.i really understand it.but i can handle it myself k.u always tell me in the end the decision's mine?but evn if i mk my decision, u dun respect it either wad.den u'll nag nag nag me.tellin me how much nus or smu's better.i'm sorry, but its creating a reverse effect on me.the more u want me to go there, each day, my decision to go ntu gets stronger.i must thank you for that.ugh.i'm annoyed.irritated.and that's maybe coz i'm at home and i got all the time to think abt the nagging and get annoyed.

freak, i hope tmr's outing is more settled.hope balloon n maria can mk it.i needa get outta the house.BRING ME OUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-04-30T00:40:00.000+08:00

*screamsssssssssssss*

maria got into ADM!!and so did balloon!!!!!!!!!!!AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!i duno why i'm like so freaking happy for them!!!!!hee.oh freak.this is so cool.its like, practically the whole of 04S301 girls are going there.okay, not all but majority!!!!!!hee.i duno why but i find this so exciting la.haha.

crap shit.did i tell u that i've been slogging [ok, not really, i do slack] my guts out for like 3months plus and i haven't saved much??crap geri, wad happened to all that thinking abt saving up for uni u asshole.haizz..looks like i gotta go and find another job now.aww c'mon luxasia, u noe u still need us!!!i mean, we're really efficient workers.minus the times we're chatting, we do things really fast!!:)

sianz, i can't get that accounting job.wad a pity, din get to get a touch of it before i study it.HAHA.anyway, i hate to find jobs.the process of finding jobs is freaking sian.gotta go interview.locate inaccessible places.ugh.as everybody is saying, money is a love hate relationship.its the root of all evil yet, you can't live without it.

haha.this afternoon i was just deleting sum testimonials coz frenster made it repeat thrice and i was finding it annoying sumhow.den i read a few funny testimonials in J1, wen i was still infatuated with a block of wood.HAHA.so cute la.everybody was like encouraging me, telling me to be more confident etc.its just to funny reading it back.heh.life in JC was so spiced up only coz of that.HAHA.right maria?hehehe.

sighz......

2006-04-29T13:55:00.000+08:00

hie!

i'm back after like..hmm.i nv counted the days i abstained from the internet coz i had big intestine gold to keep me preoccupied.oh man.i tink i'm easily contented.haha.i can actually live a routined life if i had stuff like vcds and PS2 to keep me company.HAHA.

anyway, i went to pkway for the last two days.haha.yesterday, went to celebrate alice's birthday.so honoured huh, i got the priviledge to spend it with her.HAHA.anyway, damn funny la, we ate at sakae, n talked crap basically.was quite long since i last met her.so, ahh.it was fun.haha.glad she liked the bag =) maria got good taste.so do i ok.HAHA.

actually life lidat oso not bad la.face a routine life, end it off with a time spent with frens.haha.den go home and watch big intestine gold.sumtimes chat with frens.woa, no goals in life fufilled but still fine!haha.

ok la.i tink i goin bk to watch big intestine gold again.coz my aunts are bk.haha.

ja ne!

2006-04-25T12:14:00.000+08:00

yoohoo!in office now.slacking.like duh.

yay!!ive been offered a place at smu too!haha.that interview experience paid off after all.heh.now i have a choice!!like yay.tho i'm already quite decided on ntu accountancy.oh crap.i cant wait to go uni.HAHA.tho i hate studyin.hee.crap.

oh man..i gotta go shoppin later man.got stuff to get.HAHA.

gonna eat le.ja ne!=)

2006-04-16T02:00:00.000+08:00

heyo!

hmm.went to meet nelson maria n jac on friday.we went to eat n walked to watsons.it was rainin terrribly!!we waded in water!!so cool la.haha.den we went to army shop.i tink its damn cool.either that, or maria n i are just shoppin freaks.anywhere oso can shop.jac almost died of our bimbo-ness.HAHA.we were like 'OMG!!tt's SOOOO~~ cool la!!', 'OMG!!they sell this here?!' & 'OMG!!this place is so nice to shop la!!we wana cum bk here!!'..haha.anyway, we're just so pathetic.gettin cheap thrills.haha.nelson looks the same as he was in mj!hairless.n equally tanned.

today, we went to pkway to celebrate nanny's bday.went to kbox.sang shan hu hai like a million n one times.refused to get out after bein informed like 3 times.haha.we just cldn't get enuf of shan hu hai.anyway, went to erm.munch a lil here n there.den went to play 'puck' i tink.haha.okay, fine.i was a jinx today.i lost all 3 games i was involved in.ughh!!anyway, the guys left for mj after that, n nanny n i hung around to shop a lil while more.crap shit.wen we tk bus no 40, this crappy shit ass guy of a lunatic lardy freak asked nanny to show her ez link coz she paid by coins.i mean, a lota ppl do the fifty five cent ting la.but she damn suay la.kena this crapshit uncle.well, he confiscated her card.n she was tryin to get it bk so badly.i mean like duhh.its ur personal ez link n u dun get it anywhere la.limited edition can.n tt STUPID bus uncle.mich already ask him to drive la.but tt lousy man cldn't MULTI TASK.must stop by the road to be mean n horrid.made mich wirte her add n stuff on paper.gave her the impression he'd return the card, n didnt.bastard.no seriously, he was being a bastard.i wouldn't anyhow call ppl one.so of course argue la!who wana have her card confiscated.its not any ordinary card can.den of course ppl on the bus gets impatient coz the silly driver CANNOT MULTI TASK.so some laydee, came forward n ticked mich off abt lettin the issue go.ok, fine, i believe she had her justification as a passenger to interfere.but i still hate her.coz she wasn't being nice.ok, i'm being childish.but anyhow, i din like that laydee either.she had a tinge of arrogance.oh fine, im biased.anyway, in the end mich cldnt' get her card bk frm that stubborn mule headed barbarian liar.darn it, i mean, i admit we prob shldnt have done it, n she was freakin suay to get caught.but hey, second chances??therefore.both he n she sucks.*rolls eyes*

hmm.im having random thoughts.like.oh fine, i used to tink i wana be a tai tai n all, have kids.but now, eww, i mean not as if i got evn any hope of startin off a relationship or wad.[ya la, i zi zhi zhi ming ok.n its perfectly FINE.].but evn, tt thought is scary, like so many times, it never works out well for three quarters of the ppl i noe.either they're sufferin now, or they're well, bein independent.so therefore, my mindset's a lil changed tho it still might vary in the future.i still wana have kids.HAHA.i dun care how painful.I WANT THEM!!i'm a PAEDOPHILE.n i believe in time to come, with advancements in technology, i dun need to get married to have one.MUAHAHA!oh well, see how la.see how.last resort is to go bk to taiwan to buy tt lil doggy tt pounced in my direction wen i saw it.my heart's still melting wen i tink of it.dogs are better than guys.ooooooops.hahaha.

ahh, i smelt this perfume frm anna sui, called secret wish.its great.i love it!wo bu neng mei you ta =p [edit, wo hai mei you ta!ke shi, wo you shi wen ohhhh!!]

2006-04-13T21:20:00.000+08:00

heyo!i havent blogged in ages.coz i was simply lazing around la.just read maria's blog abt her excitement in life now-food~ like so pig la!she's like my mirror.but i still tink she more jiatlat than me.anyway, just came home not too long ago.met alicia n stephanie just now.it was damn fun la.like so nice to see em after so long.n crap n joke n laugh the shit ass wobbly lard out of our tummies.we ate at siam kitchen.okay la.den we walk around.at the same time, digging
out some hot sizzling news frm ali. (: i am so gonna be an annoying ah soh 20 yrs down the road.n by that time, i'll probably be ba-gua-in abt ppl's daughters or sons relationships.shit.sometimes, i tink i'm too big mouth n i should learn the art of shuttin up n enjoying the pleasure of these sizzling news to myself.

anyway, on the general outlook of my life, i guess its been pretty much boring.i've been doin routine stuff, which is bearable but boring.i've been working.and its like ok coz tho i have frens with me, i dun get to work with em.sighz.i'm like stuck on the office.and there's this part of me who really wana join them.but i can't coz i got my own work to do.and i can't keep slacking.sianz la.its only great during lunch time.nvm.anyway, den i usually go home, bathe, eat and watch tv till i fall asleep which is quite early.like 11plus?so well, its really great to date those two hot babes to mark the last working day of the week.to end of my monotonous life with a last touch of fun!

sighz...i'm getting worried abt ntu not accepting me into accounting.like i really wana go there la.i heard there's a 3A's student who received a call for interview la.like wad the hell.i'm so in deepshit facing such stiff competition la.smu seems fine la.but aiya.damn sian la.i hate to be drowned out by loud people.coz sometimes i'll ask duh questions n i'm gonna be laughed at.i can imagine the teacher giving me the 'hello!~' face.just like madam did last time.i hate that feeling.just once n i'll never ever ask u any questions again.

hmm..now i hope can meet up with alice n jess soon......

2006-04-09T22:19:00.000+08:00

Endless Story~ Yuna Ito
If you haven't changed your mind
Soba ni ite hoshii yo Tonight

Tsuyogaru koto ni tsukareta no
Osana sugita no Everytime I think about you baby
Ima nara ieru I miss you
It's so hard to say I'm sorry

Tatoeba dare ka no tame ja naku anata no tame ni
Utaitai kono uta wo
Owara nai story tsuduku kono kagayaki ni
Always tsutaetai zutto eien ni

Memories of our time together
Kesa nai de kono mama don't go away

Atatakaku toke dashite tashikameru no
Yasashisa no shizuku kono mune ni hirogatteku
Setsu nai hodo ni I'm missing you
Kasaneta te hanasa naide

Tatoeba kanau nara mou ichido anata no tame ni
Utai tai kono uta wo
Owara nai story taemanai itoshisa de
tell me why oshiete yo zutto eien ni

Tatoeba dare ka no tame ja naku anata no tame ni
Utaitai kono uta wo
Owara nai story tsuduku kono kagayaki ni
Always tsutaetai zutto eien ni

(english translations)
If you haven't changed your mind
Then I want you by my side Tonight
I'm so tired of always having to bluff
Everytime I think about you baby, I feel so young
If I could just tell you I miss you
It's so hard to say I'm sorry

You see, I want to sing this song, not for just anyone
but just for you
An ENDLESS STORY that keeps on shining
Always, I wanna show you, forever and ever

Memories of our time together
this way, they don't go away

Once I knew that the warmth between us had disappeared,
gentle tears started to spread over my chest
This is not where it ends, I'm missing you
please don't let go of my hand

You see, I wish I could sing this song, just for you
just one more time
An ENDLESS STORY of undying love
tell me why, please tell me, forever and ever

You see, I want to sing this song, not for just anyone
but just for you
An ENDLESS STORY that keeps on shining
Always, I wanna show you, forever and ever

i love this song can!it just simply ROCKS!i'm puttin it on repeat mode now.HAHA.SO NICEEEEEEEEE~~

anyway, went to kbox w nanny yest.we were singin shan hu hai!ROCKS can!we can harmonise a bit la.n we sang it like at least 5 times!haha.so fun!after that i went to develop taiwan photos.haha.cool.den went to mj for band camp.haha.okay la.it turned out well.it was fun!haha.like going high n all.i bet i'm a pile of lard now.sighz.anyway i finally heaved my heavy butt outta the house today after being dated by my dad to go cycling.erm well.cycled cum walked for abt an hour.din burn much lard, but i sure felt slightly better (:

hmmmmmmm.........

2006-04-05T22:38:00.000+08:00

haiz..i duno if i should go for band camp.something's holding me back.i duno wad.maybe sometimes i feel lost.its not the same like last time.maybe coz i had yq with me.so i felt more secure kinda ting.but she's not going this time.haiz.i just hate feeling lost.nobody to stick to.like what a loser la geri.i need yanqing!!!!!!!!!!!gosh, i din realise i'm that insecure sometimes.nahh, i'm secure MOST of the time, except during times like this.wen i need yq.HAHA.

i tink i sound gay.who cares. -_-"""""""""

hmm..the 3 gays who went taiwan with us are leaving soon.abit weird.like as maria said.it seems as if they've become a part of our lives.the stayovers n stuff.perhaps it might mark the end.perhaps not.but well, who knows.but all in all, its a pity if it is.coz they're really quite great friends to have.like, they're so...gay n all~~which ends up like the feeling of one of em (ahem!i feel la.but i beta not name) being like kinda jiemei.just like how wk is to mich n me.jiemeis~~ haha.oh well, i do hope we manage to keep in touch.

hmm..steph says we shld meet up soon.n i havent seen alice for decades.n jess, eons!!miss em la!so i gotta mk this possible man.yes geri!I WILL do the planning this time.HAHAHAHA.joke of the day:Geri plans.

i'm going a lil nutty.maybe coz im feeling shitty.

kidding.

2006-04-05T22:18:00.000+08:00

oh gosh..i'm like damn sian now.and somehow...just sian
i'm just a substitute i think.

2006-04-02T13:37:00.000+08:00

i just did a tickle test.u noe the zodiac love match ting.HAHA.okay, i'm shallow.i love to do such silly stuff k.apparently my best matches are cancer and virgos.but anyway, i'm gonna paste the capricorn one here since its abt ME!haha.i mean me being compatible w my own zodiac.but the pt is that, it's describing my zodiac.but somehow, i dun tink it applies to me leh.erm gee, tho i must admit the ways to attract a capricorn is erm, true to a certain extent.well, capricorns are practical ppl.HAHA.oops.actually, those are more of a plus points la.like bonus u noe.HAHA.no la, but tt wld be considered AFTER i evn like tt person.btw, the you described below refers to me, the one who tk the test.i'd say the last para is quite true.hehe.

Your future with Capricorn the Goat (December 22 to January 20)
Capricorn is one of your better matches, but the relationship is likely to take some extra effort on your part. The Goat possesses both ambition and the kind of strong work ethic that you're likely to appreciate. However, you may find Capricorns to be too unforgiving of those who don't share their diligence. However, this rough spot aside, there are still a number of good reasons that romance between you and a Capricorn can flourish.
You can usually hone in on potential Capricorn partners by looking for people who exude self-confidence and talk a lot about their work. Often these down-to-earth people prefer to roll up their sleeves and get down to business over anything else. This preference is often reflected in their choice of conversation topics at social functions. Capricorns are generally polite and somewhat reserved people who appear traditional or dignified in their carriage. Overall, you'll probably be attracted to the confidence a Capricorn can exude. However, you'll probably also wish that they were more geared toward pleasure and entertainment.
Capricorns are known for being goal oriented and dedicated. In fact, many people of this sign fully expect to be at the top of their chosen fields in due time. Diligent, productive, and organized, Capricorns keep a conservative posture in most aspects of their lives. More than most of the other signs, the Goat follows the center path of moderation and doesn't make waves. They seem to feel that the surest way to the top is through steady effort and playing it safe. You can admire a Capricorn's focus on the future and dedication to the things they believe in. This steadiness in their direction may even provide you with some much-desired security.
Ultimately, a Capricorn's hope is to reap the rewards of their hard labor once they've reached the top. Many Capricorns have their eyes on accumulating wealth and becoming well known for what they do. You tend to respect such goals and may allow your Capricorn's career to eclipse your relationship for short periods of time if it will help your partner to advance.
In addition to being diligent in their chosen profession, Capricorns are often very skilled in manners of money and management. They tend to be conservative by nature and act with caution, preferring to save or invest rather than spend. In this regard, you are well matched with the Goat. As long as you both honor your mutual financial goals and commitments, you should have little to argue about when it comes to money.
The Goat can be a little egotistical at times. Many carry themselves through life with a sense of entitlement. Put another way, many Capricorns feel that they've worked long and hard to get where they are — and they're going to let you know they're proud of it. So if the Goat crosses paths with someone who seems to be standing in their way or refusing to pitch in, they can become cross and unforgiving. If a Capricorn reveals this side of their character, you're likely to retreat. Gruff isn't a quality you typically respond to well. Still, know that most of the time Capricorns are patient, steady, and calm in the pursuit of their dreams.By trying to be the best and reach the top, many Capricorns develop the kind of confidence that can make them potent authority figures. In your own life, you may come to trust your Capricorn's no-nonsense advice and treasure their self-assured opinions. Because a Capricorn almost always seems to know what's right, it is easy to become one of their followers.
In the bedroom, a Capricorn lover will be initially cool, becoming more passionate the more you get to know them. Above all, Capricorns are practical people who do not enter into relationships lightly. As a result, don't be surprised if the sexual component of your relationship appears only after you've built a strong companionship. Once your relationship does reach a sexual level, you'll probably find that your Capricorn has quite a lusty sex drive. So at first, you may find your sexual relationship with a Capricorn satisfying and peaceful. However, over time you may find that the Goat is too amorous for your tastes. If this is the case, the two of you will need to discuss this difference in your desires.
When Capricorns make up their minds, they generally stick to their master plans with very little variance. So if you want to divert a Capricorn from their personal agenda, be ready for some work. Persuading a Goat to go a different way can indeed be challenging. And probably that's all right with you. Especially because most times you'll respect your Capricorn's high level of resolve and give them plenty of room to take care of business as they see fit.

How to attract a CapricornIf you're looking to meet a Capricorn, remember these are hardworking, future-focused people. Therefore, you'll probably have the most luck finding them at work or at industry-related conferences or meetings. In an office setting, the Capricorn will be the one who consistently works overtime.Once you've met and set your sights on a Capricorn, get them to notice you by:
Being serious. Capricorns admire a certain amount of aloofness.
Having power. They're attracted to a commanding presence.
Being ambitious. Show your Capricorn that you have a strong work ethic.
Having money; this is a sure way to turn their heads.
Being responsible. The Goat won't stand for it if you're not.
But watch out — you can sabotage your efforts by:
Having a dead-end job. Capricorns want to see ambition and potential in you.
Living in a fantasy world. A Capricorn wants your plans for the future to be practical.
Revealing a dark past. The Goat lives in moderation and wants you to, as well.

2006-04-02T02:50:00.000+08:00

this is my fav!taken in yeliu!i look like i was stuck in the tyre?!

2006-04-02T02:49:00.000+08:00

do we look like we belong to a street gang?HAHA.

2006-04-02T02:48:00.000+08:00

outside our hotel at 3plus in the wee hrs!!

2006-04-01T00:25:00.000+08:00

gosh.i was like on the brink of turning to my bed for rest.den i decided to pop by maria n jac's blogs to see if they update.n they did!haha.n i get tempted to update abt my trip to taiwan too.heh.

well, our first 3 days were not very pleasant i recalled.HAHA.well, i guess we were probably being nu rens.having certain expectations.but nvm.the brave maria approached the issue n i felt things were much better after that.ahh.taiwan taiwan.

1st day wen we set foot on taiwan airport.the first breeze was like.WOW!~i loved the weather.so we were sent to our hotel.RAINBOW hotel.3 stars.but i'd personally give it 4.coz i really like the hotel.cleanliness of toilets were good.[sorry, i judge hotels by toilets] toilet paper was sufficient.yup.den we explored ximending for while.

2nd day, we went to wufenpu.where u get the cheapest goods there i heard.haha.i bought 2 shirts there.n maria got a real good buy.well, i must say the beef gravy noodles was fantabulous.i duno wad to say.wen ure cold n hungry, n imagine just randomly popping by this noodle stall that simply looks like any rundown shop that's mobile.sat down in front of the cook n placed our orders.having a view as close as half a metre of him cooking our meal.that's how IN FRONT we were.haha.it was delicious.still the number one noodles in taiwan.i LOVED it.really.well, den we went to meet the guys at the mrt n we proceeded to taipei 101.its this building that is 101 floors high.pity we missed the chance to have a view from the top coz it was foggy.but it looked splendid outside.i din really like the inside coz im not yet a taitai.HAHA.u get shops like Gucci n Armani or what have you.n u see taitais in white fur coats clinging on to their laogongs.like those u see in movies.only this time is real.okay, to be more realistic, not all were wearing white fur coats.u get brown too ok?HAHA.

3rd day we went to explore ximending a little more.n after that we went to danshui to the yurenmatou.well, it wasnt very nice i feel.i mean, it was just a fishing wharf with erm, lovers n tourists on the lover's bridge which was soso oso.yup.n it was freezing cold coz of the sea breeze!!i wanted to pee so often coz it was so cold.jac n i even went to eat LOW FAT icecream.hehe.so brave of us.then we went back to the hotel n i tink we started some silly rapping freestyle stuff.maria n i were goin bonkers once we put on our hiphop baggy jackets.n as if it wasnt bad enough, jac taught us the 'lock' ting that hiphoppers do.n we started our own 'geraldine lock', 'ronald lock', 'jayanta lock'.HAHA.it was a fun night i swear.n we just chatted through the night till we fell asleep.

4th day we went to partyworld for karaoke.GOSH!it was like a hotel can!wen u step in, it feels like a hotel lobby.i bet the building was like taller than our hotel.n u get welcomed in the lift la!our karaoke room was on the sixth or seventh floor can u imagine?n get this, geraldine's most impt fact.THERE'S A PERSONAL TOILET FOR EACH ROOM!n i visited it once only.HAHA.n the food is good.but i dun tink we fully enjoyed ourselves somehow.duno why oso.but the price was steep too of course.hmm.after that we went to shihlin but jac din follow coz her knee was hurtin a lil.things were much better that day tho.hmm.

5th day was the tour day!it was the 'start' of the trip for me i feel.coz so many of our original plans were dampened by the weather!annoying.but the weather was fair that day.firstly we went to the chiang kai shek memorial hall.trust me.i'm not someone who adores history like jac.HAHA.so i wasnt really amused by such amazing structures or old buildings holding historical stuff.HAHA.which explains why i was more amused with taking photos of the flowers than the memorial hall.HAHA.maria n jac almost died wen i whipped out my camera as if i was so excited to tk pic of the hall n den i just said 'WAH!the flowers v nice leh!'.n i took one with the gardener's butt.hehe.i din mean to!den we went to this tea shop.ugh.i dun wana tok abt the tea i bought there or the price i paid.geri, pork chops to pork ribs!its worth it!psycho urself geri.den we went to vigour bakery!it was called wei ge in chinese.trust me, if wk n zh were there, they wld be laughing their heads off at the name.anyway, i spent a bomb there buying pineapple stuff for my aunties.like hundred over bucks leh!my heart bleeds.nvm la.my aunt's enthusiasm was enough to mk it seem worth it.HAHA.tt's how mch she LOVES it.den we went to jiufen.i love jiufen.it was where i bought most stuff for ppl.coz the tings there were at a reasonable price.i love jiufen.i got a real nice pic of it.its like this winding upslope mini road with shops on both sides.n they hang lanterns.n the feeling was so nice.n wen maria jac n i rushed to the top, the view was splendid.a pity we had little time there.we then rushed down for food.n we were off to yeliu.yeliu was..I LOVE IT.scenery wise, i was amazed n stunned at the beauty nature can create.jayanta maria n i were taking whacky photos.jac was taking scenery n scenery.HAHA.it was so..breath-taking!anyway, after that we had to go to sum i duno wad u call it.but there's this guy who told our fortunes from our names.well, he said my element was fire, meaning i get angry easily?erm well, im not sure abt that.but he said i do tings very san xing er yi.like procrastinate.agree.n he said my 'li' as in frm my name was not gd.but overall my name wld mean that i wld be in power nxt time.n he oso said i was intelligent.HAHA.joke of the day.but i just realised that my huan is wrong.by right my huan got 21 strokes.which is really really bad.coz li is 19 strokes.n as if my li is not bad enuf coz 1+9=10.get this, 21+19=30.another zero.according to him, ppl like this well, dun last long, as in lifespan.but well, i choose not to believe in such stuff really.its nice to know but i dowana believe it la.i believe its all in God's hands anyway.nope, im not a very religious person, but that's my basic belief.anyway, afterr that, went for a hot spring.i was getting all jittery because i was not at all keen on exposing my lard.but oh well, its maria n jac only.n they do noe abt my lard.so its ok.i'd just die if the hot spring was open n unisex.my lard.*shakes head*anyway we were annoying the guys with our singing.hehehe.n the hot spring wasnt as hot as it seemed to be.intially it'd tk sum time to get used to it.but it was fine.just that my shirt stinked badly of sulphur after that.n after washing, it still does.den we went bk to shihlin.shoppin was gettin boring coz we were like pok kai?as u can see, that was my most enjoyable day of the trip!i loved it!

6th day, we went to bitan!for paddle boat!mind u, it was just a random destination but it turned out great!my partner was nelson.eww.he was just rambling about physics of fluids.sick n gross.all i cld remember was that we were trying to cheat by 'drafting?!' behind ronald n maria.hehe.basically, so we din need to paddle so much.pinkys winkys game was fun.but i dun tink ill get to play it anymore.n we paid erm like abt 5 bucks supposedly for 1hr of paddling la.but erm..we ended up paddling for 3hours.hehe.to the pt that wen we reached the harbour, i practically dashed for the toilet.the diao qiao was beautiful!i tink it was more beautiful than the lover's bridge.after that, we decided to go for a steamboat since it was our last night.there were like 4 flavours.n ya, as jac said, make it 3.coz the ma la soup was stinging n choking.so we really just let it dry up.it looked awful.the kimchi soup was yummylicious.n we just ate n ate n chat n laughed.i like this kinda setting.a round table to chat is so much easier!well, i got full quite fast.so i ate ice cream non stop.HAHA.i was being really lardy.but i did eat some fruits ok!i expected myself to LS that night, but i din.i just DB.HAHA.my system wasnt functioning very well in taiwan.i tink its psychological.i just dun feel comfortable not using home toilet.afterr that, we went to pool!till like 3.15am in the morning.basically, i dun fancy pool so i just played like 2 rounds n i lied on the couch like a pig.n tk turns toking to those not playing.well, den we went bk to hotel.slept like arnd 4plus la.

last day, was packing up, missed breakfast.went straight for lunch.did some last minute shopping.in a rush to finish our tai bi.maria n i bought a necklace n bracelet respectively.n we finally displayed our bargaining skills.we teh-ed with the shopkeeper.HAHA.until he gave in.we got a dollar off our stuff each!haha.den we went to the airport.n it marked the end of out trip......

overall, of course i enjoyed the trip.food was great, milk tea was FANTASTIC.scenery was breathtaking.hip hopping was fun.i wun say it was enjoyable to the max coz the weather really foiled some of our plans.n the inaccessibility was irritating.but still, it was great.n the guys are going off for NS soon!!haha.i honestly din expect i went to taiwan w em.but i din regret.going with friends is just fun la.esp thanks to maria n jac for making it so fun at night wen we get high in the hotel room.u two made the trip so worthwhile for me.oso thanks to the guys for being security guards.HAHA.so bad ppl wun dare to bully us.n for not eating me evn tho i turned into pork shop after hot spring.HAHA.i wun forget this experience.u girls n guys rock (: i mean it.

2006-03-19T20:54:00.000+08:00

heyo~

hmm, have been rather tired lately.but i love fishballs now!=) i cld nv thank anybody more in my life for fishballs now.HAHA.

anyway, yesterday was a fun day manz!haha.i'm starting to get inseparable with kbox.HAHA.zh came LATE by one hour la.so wasted.ahhh!but i love to sing sing sing[one of the songs in alumni band's repertoire!]ahh, after that, go walk walk, den we went to arcade!HAHA.everything was neutral till we touched the hockey game.DAMN FUN LA!HAHA.we played 3 games with all possible combinations of teams.round 1, wk n mich vs zh n me.zh n me won!round 2, wk n me vs zh n mich.zh n mich won!round 3, mich n me vs wk n zh.girl power!HAHA.so well, if u observe the pattern, u'll realise who the jinx is right?HAHA.i'm mean.whoever's wk's partner loses.HAHA.after that, had to rush off for ah-lum-nee band prac!wahlao, 15 tk AGES.it was DAMN funny seein zh n wk acting gay tryin to get into the best comfy sleepin position on each other's shoulders[i swear i'm gonna get slaughtered].i met alice on the bus!!haha.wad a coincidence!but she got off real soon.heh.reach pasir ris interchange, met juling n siokwei.den went to mj tgtr.band, hmm, we're sounding better benny says!haha.it was like 5 clarinetists yesterday la.gosh.we got thru.HAHA.its amazing how we actually werre too loud at certain parts.HAHA.survival instincts.wen u left a few, we learn to blast.HAHA.i really suck now la.my tone's horrendous.i lost my best reed la!piece of shit.neh neh came yesterday!hehehe.thank gdness!coz shujuan din come yesterday!so it was still a gay day wen neh comes.HAHA.i still cant blive wk n me signed up to be MCs for Joie de Vivre 2!haha.benny was teaching us some skills yesterday.and we were gettin all soppy with Da Chang Jin scenes.HAHA.laugh till pengz.after that, i had to rush home!so sad, cant have supper with huikoon n co.sighz.

oh well, today was a nice day too!haha.i had a chance to visit my grandma today!haha.unexplainable feeling =)

hmm well, gonna start applying for unis le.byeeee!

2006-03-14T22:40:00.000+08:00

heh.just went out w alice, that shitface.haha.soo tired!!

anyway, hmm.ciyuan told me his sisters are workin in accounting firms so there's no such things as those ethical issues.haha.oh man.i'm like greatly relieved.now i'm wondering if accounting is a possible long term career..haha.i mean really ma..HAHA.i'm thinking sekali nxt time i gotta kao myself ah.den accounting as a career duno can tahan long a not.hehe.well, if i get that cleared, i guess i'm decided then!

so i can finally sleep well tonight.gawd, i really feel lardy.terribly lardy.i felt my tummy today.it bulged more than usual.i think.or perhaps i just couldnt remember the last time i caressed my tummy.haha.sounds sick.I NEED THE DDR MAT SOON!!!THE PERSON WHO HAS IT GO N FIND IT SOON OK!!!!!!!!its my only exercise hope.hahaaha.i'll start off with butterfly.HAHA.wk's trademark dance.

hmm..my parents are trrying hard to psycho me to take maths [so i can go nus].haha.once i clear that qn frm ciyuan, i'll be firm n not let them manipulate my life anymore.MUAHAHA.furthermore, i got support from my brother.so, i win the war.HAHA.anyway, its MY life.be firm geri!!stop being such a wuss!!

okok.i better sleep early today.i dozed off during work today.i bet yvonne saw me coz i dun underrstand why she gave me such a big weird sudden smile today.coz wen i opened my eyes for a few sec, she gave me THAT smile.haha.whatever~coffee saved me today.i think it worked coz i havent depended on it for a long time.heh.

come fishball come...i needa bake now.

2006-03-13T00:09:00.000+08:00

wad a happening night.

just moments ago, after i went to nus openhouse, i was DAMN certain i was going to NTU accounting.after that, when i came home, my parents and bro talked to me, i got confused all over again.well, might as well tk it that my bro was talking to me nia coz i wasn't really listening to my parents since they were more concerned with me going to nus so that i can go to school w my bro.trying to thinkin of every other alternative courses for me to mk me go nus.but certain issues brought up by my brother, about accountancy being a specialisation, and he was afraid i couldnt take the job of an accountant, that the turnover rate for accountants are high coz of long hours, bla bla.but most importantly, one issue that totally turned me off was ethical issues.i heard there're times when u really had to compromise ur ethical values.and i cant do that.i know i cant.really.so i was really discouraged.and then they suggested me to tk mathematics, which was well, i'm pretty much interested in it too.but i really dowana be a teacher.i'm pretty interested in accounting too, let me mk it clear.but the ethical issues really turned me off badly.and well, they brought up many other points too which well, i was able to brush it away.

but just minutes ago, my bro asked me to go in and talk to him personally again.n i told him wad my main concern was.he said i could go and work in the civil service sector and i wouldnt have to worry about ethical issues.tho the hours at civil service is worse, but i was thinking, anything will do as long as i DON'T have to do those stuff against my conscience.and well, he went ahead saying that accountancy was really not a bad choice if i had interest in it.just that he was really worried about the travelling time.i told him my plan to stay in hostel for 1st yr.and if the distraction was too big, i'd travel for the 2nd year.den well, he was really supportive of my decision.which, saves me pretty much from my parents.coz i noe he'd fight for me.and my parents DO listen to him only.HAHA.so all i had to do was to get my bro's approval and well, i dun have to worry much abt em.i love my bro :) n i think i nv told him that.but i really already have the best brother on earth.I REALLY LOVE HIM!!!haha.

so well, he pretty much cleared my confusion tho i'm still a little misty coz mathematics IS also my interest.so well, i'm just gonna find out more about accountancy first.n i'm gonna squeeze out more frm zh now.any more help would be much appreciated!!hehhee.so whoever who reads my post n feels sorry for me.HAHA.like as if.please feel free to approach me to give me help.HAHA.no la.i'll approach YOU.THANK YOU VERY MUCH!!

2006-03-09T22:19:00.000+08:00

把你戒了- lyrics
你让我以为自己很特别.
仿佛自己很重要.
我怀疑你收买了我的脑细胞,
它们总爱往你那儿跑.

你的踪迹,我甩不掉,甩不掉.
慢慢看清楚了,你给我的都是错觉.
慢慢看开了,我对你的思念该做个了结.
开始痛了,不玩了
.现在只要保持距离,
我应该能慢慢把你戒了.

我要自虑一些.
网上不能主动讲话,
全方面减少接触.
我要把你戒掉.
因为,真的开始痛了.
越来越烦了.

i koped this from maria's blog.i think the lyrics are so hmmm..got impact lidat.coz its like so simple yet sometimes describes things very very well.NONO~i'm not feeling this way now.but perhaps maybe last time?or maybe never.haha.who cares.i just think the lyrics are..cool.HAHA.i wonder if she wrote it herself, maria i mean.HAHA.but i tink wen i cut n paste the lyrics in chinese here, it'll come out in gibberish.like u'd wonder why microsoft word ever had this font called WINGDINGS.HAHA.

hmm.i'm like plain slacking today.jac not coming to work le.sighz.so sianz.work's gonna be sian-sation.anyway i was going home with jac just now.we were talking rubbish!!HAHA.the scandals n all, n then we talk abt stuff that hmm, after awhile then we realise, CHEI, tok so much for wad, we're still on the shelf wad.HAHA.aiya.sibei funny la.i just remembered i was luffin like some crazy nutcase but just suddenly i forgot why i was laughing.hmmm.oh but well, its nice to have a good laugh anytime.its been so long since i had one since i left school.i rem one rreally good one abt a classmate's dad's FART.HAHAHAHA.tok to me about farts n toilet issues.they tickle me.HAHA.i sound gay.

hmm.i got a very very bad craving to play games lately.i'm like desperately searching for games.strategy games.like managing things.like well, i love to manage restaurant games.well, erm, anybody got any erm, well, good deals?u noe like erm, well, places with erm good deals for games?know wad i mean?HAHA.i cant be too straightforward u noe..haha.buden i'm like always jinxed with games coz it always doesnt work, the games i buy.UGH!!

lalala.

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